Hi I'm Zoey

Short entry today. It's slowly but surely setting in the reality of just living with dysphoria day to day. This constant hatred, disgust, and fear, of your own body. A supremely weird feeling that I could never describe to a cis person no matter how hard I tried.

And then you realize ever so slowly this is just your life now. Mirrors are your enemy. But nobody who's cis will ever understand you, at best they'll just try to help you.

Oh well, it's not like I have a choice. I'm going to be a great girl, I know that much.