Restless
I feel restless this morning. I need something to do. Knocked out some push-ups and squats in my room to try and relieve it. Kind of worked, but I'm still feeling this restlessness. But it's more than that- it's something else. More like I don't know what to do. Should I read, right, watch TV, research something online? My mind goes back and forth. I should write to my girl. Still haven't written her Christmas card. Why am I procrastinating? Hmm.... I procrastinate when I over-analyze over and over. Tossing ideas back and forth- and so on. Tossing until I realize I'm stuck. Sometimes I have to force myself to make a decision. Trying to release myself from this, what if?, predicament.
It's nice to be able to write in silence, without any distractions, and no noise. Knowing that my girl and the kids will not pop up out of nowhere. I have an hour to do whatever. Perhaps I should try meditation. Let my mind wander.
Introvert Mind. That will be the title of my blog. There's a website called Write.As. you can just post whatever you want there. And do it anonymously. No feedback though. Why I write online if you received nothing back? Weather negative or positive. Did I help you, hurt you? Make you sad, happy, angry? Inspire?