I see my heart, in a hole

It's over, I'm older and the future, I'll hold her. Some time has gone away. I never chased it or turned to face it. Let me learn to embrace it.

I see a cold blue lagoon. There, I can sleep until noon, or swim under the moon. There, your moves can blow chill wind through my lungs, my home. Share my skin, shed my layers.

I see mountains, behind, not where I should go. I see signposts ahead, to where I could flow. Show me a path to walk, not how it could have been. Play the future because a new day is coming around.

A fire is coming, but I'll outrun it. I'll believe I've won it, or done it. Find me in foreign seas, away from things I want to leave.