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Random thought time. Ever sit down and get stuck in your thoughts. Just stuck. Maybe walking around your place wondering what your next move is but can't make a move when you think of a move. Over- thinking then thinking some more. I sit in my hotel room that my company paid for. Contemplating about writing in my journal or reading Arthur C. Clarke. Then I get the urge to masturbate, so I do it. Back to thinking. I then realized I don't want people to know I'm writing because I'm too introverted for that. I don't want to talk about it too you. Next thought is I should be writing whatever it is I am going to write in my girlfriend's Christmas card. Which is followed by thoughts of an Indian girl that sat by me on the plane. Fantasies follow. Damn it's late. I need to sleep. Do I have everything ready for tomorrow? It's going to be cold - I hope I don't freeze. Interesting painting on the wall. Looks like a mess except for what looks like a person in the painting. Is that a breast? So random. Perhaps I'll have something significant to write later....