as the time goes by
you come and go as you please
bring the joyful heat of summer,
then come as the stormy winter
blow a warm-chilly breeze of spring,
then shake the autumn leaves
like how i cannot control the wind,
i hate that i cannot stop you coming at me
i hate that i love your summer and spring
i hate that i still like your winter and autumn
even if they hurt me
even the part of me miss them, i hate it
the flowing wind passes by
no matter it is warm or cold,
it's just like you
no matter it is gentle or disaster,
it's just like you
and i can't resist it
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little note:
바·람·처·럼 (re: ba·ram·cheo·reom) means 'like the wind' in korean
the time i've been told that
you've already closed your tiny pretty eyes
forever....
you slept so well, safe and sound
met The Creator, left me behind
i couldn't help but cry
it's sunny day but my world's raining
it should've been a bright day
but i'm mourning
repeating myself, i'm sorry... i'm sorry...
i should've hugged you tighter last night
i should've hold you in my arm
i should've given you good night kiss
i should've patted you more
i should've told you, 'momma love you so much'
nonu...
jeon nonu, my fluff ball...
momma love you so much..... i'm sorry....
that i was lack of when you were still with me
the times i was unaware about you, baby
now, rest well
sleep tight, my fluff ball...
let's meet and play again someday, okay?
thank you for your bright, lovely, cute self
thank you for coming to my life even for a short time