Collection of heartfelt poems inspired by living in a Magical Forest.
It's difficult to be myself today It seems all good on the surface but then I dive deeper within and encounter dark places where the light doesn't reach what's alive in there in the darkest corners of me what's there lurking in the breathless silence?
Things are moving Although, I'm still facing challenges within me that I'm embarrassed to share with you but more importantly with myself
Why do I fall for the traps I know so well Over and over again I know that I know better I know that I can do better I know, I know and yet I fall flat on my face again it's painful and kinda hilarious too I quickly pick myself up and shake the pain off quickly pretending that nothing has happened that it was all a part of the show and I bow down to the invisible audience in a performative manner and quickly limp off stage to tend to the wounds and hide the shame
Hello. I hope you're well. I mean it though. Like, really super thriving well.
I just wanted to tell you that it's hard to see you sometimes and today is one of these days But don't mind me It's fine
It's just that I feel uncomfortable and I don't know why Well, I do, actually It's the mirror that makes me feel uncomfortable
You see, You hold the mirror at me and make me see the nasty bits that I don't really want to see especially in myself
It's necessary, I know, painful but necessary, to be with myself and see myself clearly, uncovered, reflected in my perception of you
I guess I should thank you for speeding up the process unconsciously maybe, but let me assure you, that it works painfully well
I think I see you, but what I can see is a story of you, my own perception, and while not being you, that story I tell reveals me to myself
The experiences are gifts to the community The documentation is the gift to the world. Trust and manifest. Open. Flow. Let go. Be. Just be. And watch the life unfold in the most unexpected and beautiful ways. It's a dance with the Universe and we're co-creating more than just a few steps of a life worth-living
I look at the Moon showing for the first time through the gap between the trees
I turn and see the city lights in the distance twinkling
And as I sink into the sound of roaring waves relentlessly crushing the rocks below I instantly know which view is my home
Am I pushing my agenda or co-creating with you? It's hard to live the talk but asking myself this question gives me hope it's like meditation: I lose myself but eventually notice and gently bring my focus back to the meditation object which in this case is being and creating together
with practice these loops of distraction are getting shorter and maybe one day I'll let go fully of the subconscious belief that my idea is the best one because I know that it is not and I want to really listen to your part with a wide open heart and embrace the fact that I can do it on my own but it's so much more fulfilling to do it together with you
Today I left the Forest to connect with the family on the island I observed some unspoken tensions and a deep feeling of connection.
We're not a perfect family, but we know that we're in it together we're in it for the long game and... that is enough.
I'm getting my geopolitical updates from the Land I'm getting my geopolitical updates from the Land The wind is blowing, the rain is falling, the change is coming now The wind is blowing, the rain is falling, the change is coming now
I am the stone, I am the tree I am a part of everything I am the ant I am the bee I am the world, I am the dream
I am the soil, my spirit sings I am the leaf, there is no me The space we make in harmony opens up infinity
I'm getting my geopolitical updates from the Land I'm getting my geopolitical updates from the Land The wind is blowing, the rain is falling, the change is coming now The wind is blowing, the rain is falling, the change is coming now
This is actually a song and I sing it in this video.
I wanted to hug you but I had a fever last night So I thought it's best to not touch you.
I might be contaminated with Fear.
I don't want you to get it.
You're not even real and yet we've met yesterday in the place I least expected to meet you.
In one brief encounter everything (and nothing) changed I came back vibrating with energy you shared with me
I don't know what's next because I don't know how to reach you but I'd like to see you again if you ever choose to reappear.