Went out and bought a loaf of bread and some crackers. Crackers was bad idea. Mocha was a good idea. Its been a full year since i last drink one.
It seems like he dont feel the need to report everything to me, which mean i dont have to be so hung up on him. Dont waste my time. Hes not interested. I wont go looking for him. He has to find me.
Time to let go.