I Used To Be

I used to be in love I used to be happy I used to be content with my life I had found pleasure in small things I had purpose I had meaning I used to know who I was I used to know what I wanted for my future I used to love myself I used to love who I was to the people in my life Now I feel nothing but pain I feel nothing but sadness I feel, but I don't like What I am feeling right now It's too much There used to be balance in my life What if I used to be? Then what...