If I died tomorrow... Would I be happy?

It's 10:20pm. I ate too much... almost 2 pastels, a burger, a pack of nuggets, and a sausage. A lot of fat. So I am feeling thirsty and guilty in a way. I want to have less maybe. Eat less. Is that right? I want to eat less?

I get kind of scared of eating too little... I don't want to get skinny and anxious. But I want to eat less. I eat a lot right now. Of everything...

A part of me wants to work a part of me wants to sleep. A part of me would be sad cracking on with any work.


Scratch that! Wes Watson has pumped me up. Thanks Akira