another heat warning today. humidex will be near 40c. so will be only doing what i have to and staying under the fan. the heat is supposed to break on sat. the heat just sucks all the energy out of me. but i am sure i am not the only one who is having problems because of the heat.

so tonight i will be doing some watering and weeding . i am not good at keeping up with the weeding. but some is better than none.

as i have said to brent i feel like i am trapped in my own house because of the neighbours. they challanged the property line and brought in lawyers. so this has been going back and forth for 2 summers now. we cant even sit outside and enjoy the yard without feeling like we are being watched. i want to put up a 12 foot cement block wall just to be done with it. i am sick of these people nit picking everything we do. so we have no chickens, and practically no gardens . there is just a few tomatoes and squash nothing more. the flowers are doing ok. but like any of the gardens need to be weeded. i keep all the birds i do have in the house. we used to have an outdoor aviary but the neighbours put an end to that when the complained about how noisy the doves where. i would beg to differ on that. i think their stupid rat dogs are more noisy than my birds are. so the big aviary was torn down . i would like to build another one and have it more attached to the house where the birds can go in and out at will. a project way down the road i guess.

today i will work on some chores and maybe an art page before it gets too hot. the sunroom is shaded right now so its not too bad in there.

my days are numbered now. in about 4 weeks i could be back at work if they give me any hours.

the daisies are blooming in the garden now. such a simple flower yet perfect no matter where it ends up. it thrives and makes its own small space its own. i only wanted a simple life with family, a home, and someone special. i guess like meatloaf once said 2 out of 3 aint bad......