its saturday. its my birthday. not sure if i should be happy i made it another year or not. the only card i got was from work. the only birthday greetings from unknown people online in my fibro group. i was hoping for something from my kids. another quiet day i guess.
i went to bed early and slept ok and still feel tired. i might allow myself a nap later. got no where to go and nothing else to do .
we decided to go to the farmers market. it was a nice morning so i was looking forward to the walk around. i got there and was dogs everwhere. so i turned around and left. brent stayed and talked with someone for a few minutes. we went for a walk downtown to the antique shop . i looked around but didnt buy anything. we had a coffee and a scone and people watched for awhile. we came home and i picked up a bag of donation and went to value village. i didnt see much there , bought a very large skein of yarn i am hoping will be enough for a short sleeved top.
brent thought i might like to try a cannibis gummi for my pain. well i took half of one. an hour later i was out like a light for 2 hours . i didnt like the dizzy feeling for sure. but i am in much less pain. if i take the rest it will be a much smaller piece. i will really consider this when the pain is alot worse. which i know it will get.
no messages from the kids. maybe next year.....