sat and what else is there to say. i have been to work and to the store to get more broth and juice. i came home and got yelled at for shoveling to get up to the house. seems someone is coming by to snowblow. i am not going to hold my breath. people say one thing and do another. we shall see.
i am having a tea before i do anything else. everything hurts right now. will take some pain meds later. had to clean up cat barf, so will have to wash the floor again, and brent wonders why i keep the bucket full. seems i am always washing the floor. i have to feed and water the birds before i go back to work. i was hoping to spend a bit of time doing some art. but i doubt it now. i am running up and down the stairs getting things for brent. i just wish i knew what was going to happen in the long run of things. right now i wish i had a bottomless bucket of money so i could stay home and look after him and my good energy could be used for him. i am so tired of giving to people who cant understand how much this job costs people like me.
i have to go back to work tonight, so its going to be a very long day. i work the same tomorrow.
sunday morning...stupid o clock. another long day ahead. brent got one of his friends to come and snow blow yesterday. it was a BIG help so i didnt spend hours shoveling. the couple spent a couple of hours here yesterday. she kept me company and did some knitting. it was nice to have someone to sit and chat with. i worked on some ATC.
brent is awake but sitting up in bed. i am barely awake trying to type.
later now. being as i am doing a split shift today its almost time for me to go back. i have been trying to keep brent with fluids today. he is finding it hard. he keeps saying he is hungry. he is sleeping alot which helps to make the day pass.
i have been trying to do some chores but i am so tired that i feel like a zoombie. its going to be worse tomorrow. i will have to be careful walking as i get wobbly when i am really tired.
i am not hungry because of the pain and being so tired. i have a cup of tea right now and i will post this before leaving for work.
i managed to spend a bit of time doing some art. got some gluing and painting done. so i will have some cards ready for the week. i had posted one card a couple of days ago. someone was interested in trading but didnt message me with her available cards. so i guess she changed her mind. i want to mail out the ornaments to the person so sent me such a beautiful card. i showed it to brent and he was impressed with it too.
its almost dark now. i dont want to go back out but no choice right now. no idea if i will ever get the meeting with my supervisor to fix these hours. some days i wonder if they hate me so much they are trying to make me quit.
i am going to post this before i forget....see you soon