well today can only get better. i went to sleep with my glasses on and didnt even notice. i spent a good hour looking for them everywhere. in the bathroom , by my chair, my bedside table , kitchen...i found them in the blankets...geez i feel so old now.

i went to home depot on wed looking for some small wood so i could make my spice rack. well the wood i was looking for is not for sale as it is scrap wood. so i dug through the bin and hopefully found enough to make it. i bought a saw to trim the plum trees . there are alot of small branches near the bottom of the tree that can be cut off. i also bought a small amount of paint for the spice rack. i need to start sanding the wood. its not very smooth at all. in the scrap wood bin i also found some wooden bannister pieces. they are perfect for a grab bar in the bathroom and a small railing on the stairs...so now i need to get the brackets to put them on the walls. i should clear coat the pieces first so i can wipe them down when needed. but that will be more of a winter project when my son is back in town.

this week has seemed so long. maybe because i am spending so much time alone. someone i as chatting with on a dating site is not messaging anymore. so i guess he has found someone else to chat with. just as well. no point in wasting anymore time on someone who is not interested in me. i have to be ok with being alone.

my creativity is finally starting to come back. i made a trading card this week. it turned out really well. i am working on a halloween card now. see what happens.....

i had a bit of a cry at work. i can access facebook on my work phone. and there where memories to look at. one of them was brent in a few pictures in his kilt and looking so proud. he looked great in it too. it just brought back so many feelings. i miss him so much. still hard to believe he is gone. i know he was real and loved me, but our time together was so short. a brief second in time. i talk to him everyday and wonder what he says to me.....