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Sitting next to someone you really hate isn't the worst thing that could ever happen to you. It's definitely the second-worst, though. Science class is the worst. All the girls I sit with are fake-nice and all, but when it comes to lab partners, they all just pick each other. And that is so annoying. The girl that I HATE has been gone for a couple of days, but she's back and horrible as ever. Let's call her Hailee. So I mainly hate Hailee because we started out as friends. She was so sweet and we always talked. Then she met the fake-nice girls. She completely forgot about me. She became so dry to me, and soon she just stopped talking to me. I hated it. If that isn't bad enough, she took away all the rest of my friends and was the huge reason I cried in class due to loneliness. Literally sounds depressing, right? And now, back to present day, she's sitting right next to me, taking away all my friends right before my eyes. I hate that girl. While I was writing this down, she literally looked over. I had my brightness all the way down and I gave her a criminal offensive side-eye. The she stopped. So thank God. I also figured out that my #1 Best Friend ever (Kylee, let's say), texted Angela about something. This kid named Darren used to always argue with Kylee but then Kylee was sent off to jail. Then today Kylee texted Angela to tell Darren that she misses him. So she did, and Darren replied with, “Oh. I don't miss her at all.” But his face was turning red and then he STARTED flirting with Angela! What's the deal!? AM I MISSING OUT ON SOMETHING?!?

Yesterday was crazy. Both of my best friends, Lily and ... let's call her Angela, had so much drama and I don't even know what to do. First, there's Lily. Did I mention she's REALLY pretty? Well, she is. Like, SUPERMODEL pretty. And just yesterday we just found out that an entire FRIEND group of guys liked her, along with some other nerds and even some GIRLS. Like, what? How did that happen? Guys called her hot, cute, they all said she “looked really good.” She was genuinely freaking out. I was giving her a bunch of boy advice and was actually helping her, but... Honestly, I never really knew this until now, but I'm a bit jealous. Okay, fine, I'm WAY jealous. Outrageously jealous. Like, I know she's really pretty, but what am I? The pretty girl's best friend? I wouldn't want to be known like that. Maybe “The pretty girl's PRETTY best friend” but I don't even know about that. It's just... why her? Even her crush called her hot. Then, on the other hand, Angela was being nice like she always is, giving her whole pack of gum to her fifth period class. Of course. I came to her class to ask the teacher a question, but it was kind of an excuse to see who her crush was, because she told me that he was in her class. When I came, her crush, let's call him Cole, said “How much did you pay for that?” Angela was like “Um, I don't know, maybe like a dollar.” And OH. MY. GOSH. He gave her a TWENTY DOLLAR BILL! A FREAKING TWENTY!?!? This makes me even more jealous. Not for the money though. Lily is drop dead gorgeous and every guy likes her, and her crush is one of them. Then Angela's crush is being nice to her and that's so weird. ME, on the other hand, has a crush who BARELY talks to me, and even when he does, it's usually just “Get off of your computer, Lia! Stop talking to your online boyfriend.” Why is life so unfair?

It's a new week, and I'm in first period. I'm sandwiched between three popular girls, and I can't help but overhear all their tea. I mean, seriously, if a bunch of popular girls are yapping on and on about the drama of the year, you'd at least be a little bit curious, am I right? I'm hearing so much about this kid, let's just call him Garfield or something. And Garfield is hanging out with one of them... or whatever. Their drama doesn't matter. What MATTERS is that Lily (my best friend from the first article) has a class with Garfield and we all know that he's hardcore crushing on HER. He's always blushing around her, getting things for her... and it's just... OMG. If he doesn't like her, then I don't even know what's going on. But apparently the popular girls are hanging out with him. Hanging... out with him. What exactly do they mean by that? I mean, to be honest, Lily doesn't even LIKE Garfield. I'm just 110% sure that he likes her. And honestly... I'll keep this to myself, but they are a WAY better match than her actual crush. Now, it's maybe the third week of school. I'm already failing math. FAILING! I spent the entire period trying to figure out how to get my grade up. I did figure it out, so that's good. I have to be in my school's A Honor Roll team. When I do, it gets in my records and I go to a good college and all the deets. Plus, I also get money. Soo... yeah. See you later!

Hey there. Today was really weird, because I saw something I've never seen before. You know those popular guys at school? Using Gen Alpha and Gen Z slang, acting like they're too cool to be mad at anyone? That's my crush, right there. I've only ever seen him when he's around his friends, and he gets along with them pretty well. Let's just call him Dylan. So today Dylan's friends were being “funny” and throwing his binders and papers around the classroom. It was actually kind of funny at first, with Dylan going “Hey... stop throwing my stuff!” In a joking, “funny” way. But later his friends kept doing it to him and it started becoming less funny and more annoying. Dylan kept having to retrieve his stuff from the other side of the classroom, and his friends would just throw them again. Later Dylan was like “Okay, but guys, seriously, stop throwing my stuff, it's not funny anymore.” His friends didn't listen to him, and they kept throwing his stuff around. Although it may sound like bullying, I swear, it wasn't, they were just joking but may have taken it a bit too far. Dylan got really pissed, and you wouldn't even believe this, but he literally moves to the other end of the table. AWAY from his friends. And he went, and sat there, all alone. I've never seen him alone before, and even thinking about it is genuinely weird. Because he's, like, VERY social. And later his friends noticed that they changed his seat, and instead of being good friends and apologizing, they decided to make things more “funny.” They started calling him a name. I couldn't hear it because they were saying it way too fast, but I could tell from their tone that it was a mean one. And he wasn't responding, so I assumed he was hurt. I felt kind of bad for him. A while passed and his friends kept calling him that mean name. It's almost like they needed to be hit in the head to realize that this is one of their friends that they're being mean to! Dylan was still being oddly silent, and it was until the end of class when his friends said “Okay, okay. I'm sorry Dylan.” He looked up and said something WAY too quiet for anyone to hear. Then his friends tried to change the subject. “So, are you hyped for lunch?” Of course then Dylan broke into a smile and started bragging about how he was getting Cane's. Obviously boys don't stay mad at each other for long, but a part of me kind of wished that Dylan was still mad at his friends. I mean, my OWN CRUSH! I don't even know why I thought that. I just can't stop thinking about that completely different side of Dylan. The quiet, introverted, mad one. It's so weird...

Hey there. It's the second week of school, and it's been a little wild. I had a lot of drama last year, and I feel like this year we're going to pick up right where we left off. Me and all of my friends have been sitting at one lunch table for about 2 years. Then this year, some random girls came and stole it. Like, did they really have the audacity?? Thank God we found another lunch table to move into, otherwise we would have been screwed. One of my best friends, I'll just give her an anonymous name, Lily or something, has a crush on this guy who was rumored to have lost his virginity, and on top of that, is another one of my friend's exes. And that's kind of wild because not only is she crushing on someone who's really weird, but she's breaking girl code too. I don't think she knows it, but I don't want to be the one to tell her. Then we have my own drama, where I have this one guy that I kind of like. Although I've liked him before. It's kind of like an on-off thing. Currently I like him, but it's not like I want to. He didn't talk to me in the first week of school, but when we got our laptops deployed, he teased me a bunch about how I'm always on it. It was so weird, though, because when I didn't have it he said absolutely nothing. I talked to someone and they said it probably meant that he doesn't know how to talk to me and teasing me about being device-addicted is the only thing he knows how to talk about. I think they're just making me delulu. This is everything that's happened in the past two weeks, and things are only going to get crazier. I'll update you later.