False Belief

“When I told you that I am selfish and you decided not to believe it, that's your choice. But when you came back to me, telling me that I was selfish, and hoped that it will hurt me, you do know that you just made yourself a fool?

How could I feel hurt that I know I am selfish, and I have told you that since the beginning? You, forcing your idea of who I am, is not my business. The whole hurt business is all on you and your false belief.

Now, who do you think you are again, that you expect me to not be who I am, to change myself for you, and more importantly, to put your needs above mine?

But you know what? I actually did that. I did put your needs above mine, starting the day I told you that I am selfish. I told you my weaknesses, and I kept reminding myself to not be selfish. I double checked and questioned myself on each of my decisions of whether I was being selfish, or not.

So, when you came to me and told me that I was being selfish, no I didn't feel hurt of that. What did hurt me was; realizing how stupid I was for not being able to see how an idiot you actually are, and how I have wasted my time on you.

So, there. I have my own false beliefs and you did, too. Now, off you go. We are done.”


Something that I still wanna remember.

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