Today, my God, today was a tough day if I don't say so myself. Let's start from the top: 12AM, I went out for the first time in awhile met some friends, caught up with some old faces and started out as decent. As the night dragged on I wasn't too happy and to be honest I just wanted to go back home. Then as I was being dropped off home by a friend, I had a very enjoyable conversation with him which last just over an hour. Honestly it pretty much saved the night for me. At this point I get into bed and it's around half 3. I'm on my phone and see the Disney + app. “I want to watch Hamilton” I said to myself, so I did (I regret nothing) as I get to one of my favourite numbers, I look at the time and it's really late. Around 4:40 if I recall correctly, so I decide to call it. By the time I'm ready to sleep I feel a migrane coming over me and it's 5. I sleep. Only to wake up at 10AM.
Today was my first real 'normal' day. Lockdown is technically over, and the family wanted to go for a walk. So we all did. It was really quite enjoyable being out in the open, soaking in the sun, fresh air and violent winds. Saw some horses and cows as well as the school of the ruling class.
Overall it was pleasant. But that did mean I sacrificed my usual routine, any time spent being productive as I spent most of my day with my family and going for a 2 or so hour walk haha. I'd say it was worth it, I got to really get my mind out of everything and got to relax, mingled with friends and family for the first time in ages (out of my damn house).
I am getting quite tired, hence the shoddy post this evening but hey, at least I wrote something unlike last Sunday lol.
So, I made a mistake in my last post, I had Day 11 and subsequently used it twice. None of you, out of all of my one fan, failed to inform me lol and I didn't realise there was a 'Next' button located at the bottom of the screen (I just assumed it was continuous) so that's cool. Been at it for almost two weeks now. So yeah just wanted to clear that up. Which has gotten me thinking shall I rearrange the way the posts are organised, to have the latest at the top...I'll see.
A lot happened, well you can say, not a lot happened today. Why is it your body wants extra sleep during work days, super annoying. Then my net wasn't working and that took ¾ hours for it to come back online. Luckily I got a good data plan for my phone, so all was not lost.
Then from there, the feeling of tiredness and tiredness really set me back a lot, it added to the lethargy but after taking a chair from the kitchen, refreshening myself up and then stretching I was all set to go. Also eating helped out a lot.
Ahhh half a month later and I'm on a damn roll! I kid, I am struggling to put pen to paper I really don't know what to write. I've also modified my proccess of writing these daily posts to attempt to capture my day. I usually begin when I get to my desk and add bits and bobs throughout the day.
This morning not much has happened, woke up, shower and at my desk. I've been thinking of ways to ascertain financial independants; so a lot of my thought has been dedicated there. I also need to finish sorting and cleaning up my room at some point today so that'll be fun. I got some work tasks to do so I'll leave it here for now.
Man, oh man. I keep waking up tired and my eyes are always hurting me. I have been going asleep a bit too late as of late but I get 8+ hours on a daily, maybe it's because I sleep too much. I'll try waking up early tomorrow morning and see what happens.
This morning and early afternoon have been a bit too busy for my liking, it doesn't help that I have this sense of urgency and nagging feeling that I'm running out of time, with larger than life issues hanging over my head but it's not the caase at all. I've got a few tasks from work to do and a couple of small personal stuff and one large task that I need to finish off by today. (I promised a friend I'll do some stuff for him today) Maybe its the need to finish that off that's throwing everything else out of balance and I can't work on it due to work stuff. But I'll do as much as I can now and go from there.
Ah yes today started like no other, extreme stomach pains but I got a handle on that fairly quickly. It seems like my Friday's have their own routine now (basically I have a bath instead of a shower), I also didn't sleep as much as I usually do which I don't really know how I feel about, sure my eyes aren't hurting but I do feel a little more lazy and tired, to be honest I don't really feel as sharp as I usually do. I feel slow.
I got a fair amount of work done today, but I was extremely ineffiecient to say the least. But it got dealt with so that's always a nice feeling, knowing that I did some work. I also have taken it easy, I guess that's why I feel slow today, because I know that I don't really need to kick it to a higher, more productive gear. I can take it at my own pace and do it.
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The Lost Ones. Part 1
As she falls deeper in to the darkness that is her slumber
Time seems to have holted
As her soul wanders without a care
Runs through the earth without fear
As her mind chases, attempting to match its flair
Upon the blaring trumpet, the body revolted
The slumber was split asunder
Her eyes open, despretly clinging onto the darkeness in which they favour
The ears register the frantic noise
The body shuffles back and forth longing for that soulfilled experience
A light shines from beneath her
Her eyes register it, makes out the number 10, 30?
It’s her phone. And she’s late. Lol
I know this one is a little late, almost bordering on day 19, so just a little recap on my day: I mainly focused on cleaning my room, so I spent today cleaning out my old desk drawer and a bunch of paperwork/letters. So that ate up some time, so phase 1 of 3 was successfully completed. Next will be sorting cables and other gear and final will be the desk. That will be a long ass task in of itself but worth it once it's all done.
So today was alright overall, even woke up late which was nice, I got some sleep for once and then mainly took it easy other than the clean up.
Today was more my pace, finally finished phase 2 of the room clean well almost finished. The room is a lot cleaner now thankfully and all my tech/toiletries and whatnot are stored away. Literally only a handful of things remain (mainly due to my own laziness) but it'll be done soon enough.
Next thing is phase 3 and I hope to get it done tomorrw, Tuesday latest. Then my desk setup should be done. After that over the course of the next couple of months (unfortunately I'm restricted by paychecks) and I finally will get my chair lol but I still need to decide on one to buy then I shall attain my final FORM!!
Other than that some family came to visit and that's about it. Not much of an eventful day but it was productive. Didn't go out today which is why this is on time aha but never know I may pop out but feels highly unlikely at this point. Maybe it'll do me some good to stay at home and take it easy.
Well that'll do me for today.