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How do I choose how to be. In this enormous world full of yous and mes and wannabes. Hearts and friends and thieves. It's always the same road I didn't take that keeps me up at night The coulda, shoulda, woulda, where no choice could be right

Too many black holes, too many don't knows Not enough peace Where can I buy some? Something to numb, make forget, or let me die and try again

Reboot. Brand new. But it's all the same trap I don't even know where I want to be at

Will you ever be good enough for me to let go, find the flow or will this cloud, his cloud, always be over my shoulder I'm going crazy and I can't sleep. Everything's melting away Why do you stay?

I wish I could burn that road I didn't take Up in flames no choice to make. No blank slate. Take me in chains