Hard to remember

Hard to keep the past in mind Feels like I've left it behind

A drink here Memories hard to hear

Calling out from some distant place But I can still see your face

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wish it still meant something; a gateway to so many other thoughts— but it all feels like work to cram in the past along with the grown-up present detached as i am from all that made me assuming the role of future me and why?