I am sweet And I am ruthless I am kind And I am cruel In my veins Runs some amok I sprint there And I sleep walk I am mercy And I am justice I am vengeance Ghost of shame I am human And a monster There is beauty And there is guilt. I am tired And ecstatic I ride waves Of dopamine. I am manic And pragmatic I learn history And recite pain. You, too, comrade Contradictions full of Human nature Or some other shit. Not to calm down Not to settle Calls within us Something else Not greed, not fame Not money, nor gain Deep inside here Calls us out.