We Said Vows In The Shower
Do you remember that time... That's what you say to someone who's been there Except when I turn you're not here That's when the what if's and maybe's appear And honestly I hold on to them Because we said vows in the shower Hearts open to a higher power We looked each other in the eyes My heart still breaks when I see your smile I try to tell our story but it's so filled with lies
Doesn't matter though, because you aren't mine anymore You had the courage to shut the door Sometimes I think it was the best thing for us Cause we had both lost our trust But we said vows in the shower I surrendered my power Picked myself apart trying to be good for you Failing miserably and letting it go up in smoke I'm sorry I couldn't fix us before we broke
I love you with every part of me It was more than chemistry But I have to let you go, that's hard because you were home The safest place in the world to me, 1 year and 9 months later and everything has been a show Inside I'm broken, I think you took my soul Even when I try to use my heart, it only beats shallow and cold
I still feel like I'm giving away pieces of me that belong to you Can't love anyone else for real because you're in my blood I keep telling myself time heals all wounds In the meantime just grow But truth is my heart is in pieces And you were the only forever I wanted to know But none of that matters because I still have to let you go But we said vows in the shower and I can't help but think I'm yours
Even if not here then maybe later. Guess I'm leaving you a key, Maybe you'll find me when I'm who I'm supposed to be Maybe I'll never know you like I did way back when But I will always remember you were my best lover and friend I tried to hate you but I can't pretend, you are the love of my life and I'm sad our story had to end. We said vows in the shower, but I guess God has other plans And I've finally let go and left it all in his hands.
PP xx