fast thoughts from a slow body

I guess i never really knew how to convey the thoughts in my head well. I think i want this to be an outlet for all my ramblings and niche learnings (i have a habit of going down online rabbit holes). I always tried journaling, but that doesnt help much when i fill the pages to no ones eyes but my own. I have so many things I want to write and type but all of them too disorganized for a first post. Where do i even start? Do i even want to talk about the past? We all do it enough already, don't we?