I no longer feel safe. In a space I used to be, with peoples I was with. Not in my own head, not now, not ever. Not with myself, I have forgotten what is it to be safe. I seek touches and interactions to fill this empty void I call myself, yet I have no energy to do so even when I needed it most. I refuses to seek help, even just to free myself from me. What have I become?
Samael [Tuesday, November 17th, 2020. 09:37 PM.]