space transmutations
it takes time, child to cross an entire sky
a lady in pink whispered in my ear
slowly she slid through clouds weaving between stars
leaving me to grieve so alone i slept
the morning came and so i rose
out the window still sliding though there were no stars to guide
she said hello again, remember she asked it takes time
mmmm mhmm danced a little then sank into bed prayed at my altar then repeat again. mmmm mhmm some days are drab but others are fun today seems to be a mix of each one.
check it once check it twice three more hours pass get up once get up twice three more hours pass ticking/tocking burden/weighing life is getting drab maybe i should get up and check my phone again
subtlety is not my forte i want you to hear exactly what i say
bold brave brash little fear big aura comforting mother pachamama enticing loving honest
juice dripping down fingers eyes held seeds spuddled minds nurtured safe spaces loving bodies meld together one consciousness
spit spit spit tricky tricky tricks can't trust the ones who feed me picky picky picky icky icky icks lucky if i come out alive
sick i am sick see im sick see im slick see im greasy im melting im melding see im turning im wording see i am hurting see i am healing see i am sick
struggle and tug the sails are all warped and now my boat is wrecked surfaced from the salty weights of brackish water full of hope for new tomorrow the fish at my toes remind me i'll never know what might come next
ocean's spray of salty sands like sputtered minds loose sheath melty matter oozing out reveals what lies beneath
nothing