Here’s to my new beginning….

Splat! My heart landed on the ground for it was the first time I felt someone was obsessed with me…oh wait should I have said the first time someone loved me? Wait was my brain spiraling and trying to control my emotions and blurring my true emotions? Weird. This has been my entire life. Trying to decipher real emotion from what I thought I needed to feel has been literal HELL! Let’s start from the beginning…yup I’m going to go there…DADDY ISSUES PLUS A LITTLE BROTHER ISSUES….Hang on tight it’s about to get real….