Missing The Mark

Lately I've been thinking 'bout how miserable I've been Sadness never comforts me, but it's been my best friend And I could write more lines 'bout how I wish I could see All the love and friendship all my peers tell me they see

Oh God, I wish I could be happy for myself Oh God, I wish I could be happy for myself

Keeping myself busy so the bad thoughts stay away Telling myself good things so emotions won't go stray Battles, always battles, fight the bad side of my brain No, I'm not alone, but still it sometimes feels that way

Oh God, I wish I could be happy for myself Oh God, I wish I could be happy for myself Oh God, I wish I could be happy for myself

It always seems it should be easier than this