I'm sharing a community post from a trailblazer YouTube channel:

Trailblazers do things noone else has done.

So Iโ€™m taking a couple minutes out of my day to make sure that others realize they deserve to be seen & appreciated for taking those steps.

Steps that are either baby steps, big steps or just huge leaps.


BDSlots is taking a huge LEAP!!! ๐ŸŽ‰

This dynamic husband/wife duo is organizing & hosting the very 1st inaugural โ€œC-Town Slot Slamโ€ at Jack Thistledown Racino in North Randall, Ohio on Saturday on June 29, 2024.

This is the first event of its kind that is taking place in Cleveland (C-Town) so I thought it would be rather noteworthy to share their post.

Some of the channels Iโ€™ve written about & promoted on my blog will be there & I am deeply humbled to take part in the fun -

The Big Payback, Hyltonslots1, Dale Paul Slots, The Great Indoors with Ed and Michelle, Getting Lucky with Mr. G, Jackpot STAT, Tomkoslots, BDB Slots & me from the โ€œC-Town Crewโ€ & of course, BDSlots!!!

Iโ€™m writing this extremely exhausted & drained from the last 2-ยฝ of the most challenging months of my life. My husband suffered a traumatic brain injury & I've been helping him rehabilitate at home. Itโ€™s been a slow & steady progress. Some days are better than others. Itโ€™s been an ongoing struggle for the both of us, to say the least.

So it wouldn't be a stretch to say that the only reason Iโ€™m doing this is for the JOY factor.

I kinda just wanna be Cyndi Lauper for a day whereโ€ฆ

girls ๐ŸŽต

just ๐ŸŽต

wanna ๐ŸŽต

have ๐ŸŽต

F-U-U-U-N!!! ๐ŸŽต

Who cares who wins??? I just need some joy in my life, thatโ€™s all!!!

We all win, thatโ€™s how I see it.

Because we get to hang around some truly good people who love what they do & who love entertaining others with their own unique-style channels.

Win, lose or draw.

All I can say isโ€ฆ



Dear Mommy,

I thought I would chill & make another GIF for you to look & giggle at.

We're all gonna die someday so who cares if people judge me the way they judged that poor little talking bear from the movie โ€œTed.โ€

At least he made people laugh.

Why do people gotta hate so much??? Nobody hates on Curious George!

I wish people would just chillโ€ฆ

As always,

Love your son, CUZZY ๐Ÿ’


It is almost 1:30AM my time.

Trust me, right now I really would rather NOT be writing this!

I had to post another screenshot I took of my phone earlier today (technically yesterday since it's past midnight now) to share the hatefulness of what gangstalkers do to people who are just trying to live their life every day not hurting anyone.

Just trying to live a normal life.

When I went to log in to my account, this is what keeps showing up on my end.

Lo & beholdโ€ฆ



They took down Cuzzy's GIF I had published on a previous post & erased it so I was determined to access my account to restore it.

I honestly don't know how long I will be writing on this account anymore so that's why I needed to post this really quickly.

From someone else's computer, everything looks normal. I checked on other devices & all seems well. Clicking on a link to my stories & all looks good. So if you are worried that clicking on a link to my story is unsafe, it is only if THIS shows up!

Only on my device when I try to log in were there constant interruptions that all displayed this warning sign. It has been intermittent these past couple of days.

I feel so frustrated because these are the actions of cruel, mean & hateful people!

I don't go around hacking into people's phones for a living. Those jobs are for the ruthless.

However, it's been happening consistently now for days at a time.

And the days will turn into months.

I know it. I've seen it all too much already.

What if I had an online business & they destroyed my income?

Because if you ever do research on TI's, that is one of the main goals perpetrators have for them. Destroying any kind of income or job that you want to aspire to.

That's really cruel, isn't it?

Now you know why I'm so afraid of getting close to people!

Trust issues!

Major trust issues! ๐Ÿ˜ฃ

There is so much gratitude in my heart for this platform I'm writing on right now. It has been my saving grace from all the years of retaliatory bullying & stalking I've had to deal with.

(As you can see, I'm trying to look on the positive side in this point in time).

A big shout out to for giving me my First Amendment rights to free speech!



Truly, I am writing this & I feel blessed that you gave me the opportunity to write, to help me promote others & to just share my life experiences with other people or other victims of this constant harassment.


Thanks -

for -

letting -

me -

RANT! ๐Ÿ˜ 




Maybe it's time to buy a new phone anyways. I've had this one for 6 years at least. In today's world, that means it's not really trendy to have a phone that long.


Maybe it's a sign, right? ๐Ÿค”

I don't know???

All I know isโ€ฆ

I'm tired of this!

So tired!

The cruelty to just keep trying to break someone's spiritโ€ฆ

The cruelty to just make them want to give up...

The cruelty to just never, ever, ever let them live in peace...

The cruelty to suck all the remaining joy they might have left in themโ€ฆ

The cruelty to just inflict hate & more hate & more hate & more hateโ€ฆ

The cruelty to actually watch me write this & then coldly go about your life the next day doing it all againโ€ฆ

I wonder how you do it?

I'm fascinated by the intricate evil minds you have.

I'm truly fascinated.

But one thing, that's for sure.

I'm glad I'm NOT like you.

I'm just really glad I'm NOT like you, that's all.


Because I've NEVER been attracted to evil, that's why!



Thank you, dear Jesus, for giving me the courage to still sign off this short post with purple hearts because I'd rather put up my middle finger, to be honest!

God Bless all targeted individuals nationwide & everywhere in the world! The violations you've had to endure on your privacy, your body, your mind, your brain, your thoughts, your freedom, your joys, your jobs & whatever it is they tried taking away from you -

You are the true spiritual warriors of this world, please remember that!

Oh, look -

More purple heartsโ€ฆ ๐Ÿ˜†


Dear Mommy,

I'm trying to cheer you up today so I hope you appreciate the GIF I made for you.

I found a scratch-off at the lotto kiosk with your favorite emojiโ€ฆ

The heart. โค

It's called โ€œQueen of Hearts.โ€

Daddy is helping me scratch it off.

Wouldn't the world be a more wonderful place if we could all have that as our favorite emoji?

I'm sorry if I don't win anything on it but I hope it helped you smile & laugh a little bit.

It only cost $5.00.

But even if 5 bucks helped you giggle a little today, it will have been worth it!

Maybe this will be stupid or dumb to others if they read it, but making you feel joy in your heart again is more important to me than what others think.

BTW, I just want you to know that I never thought you were stupid or dumb or ugly or whatever it is that mean people always call you.

It's just that you happen to be a little different, that's all.

Maybe some people don't understand what the word different meansโ€ฆ ๐Ÿ’

Love you the MOSTEST!

Your son,



Dear Mommy,

I made a video today to help us laugh & to help you cope with your depression.

I truly hope you like it!

(Also kinda hope you're not too embarrassed by it!) ๐Ÿ˜œ

Love you SOOO much!!!

Your son,



Dear Mommy,

I just wanted you to know I had to delete my playlists & subscriptions on my YouTube channel.

Please don't be upset. ๐Ÿ˜•

I did it because you always are worried that your friends will be open to unwanted attention from the mean people that follow you.

Daddy always tells you it's in God's hands. That you should just relax & trust in Him.

But I did it because you are always so concerned about that. You keep changing your mind about whether to post your friendsโ€™ names & to be honest, it worries me seeing you worry so much.

So that's why I did it. Just like when you deleted your playlists awhile ago because you heart hurts when you see people get targeted.

Stop worrying & just let go.


God takes care of everything, remember?


Sometimes I see you distance yourself from people because you are too afraid of people getting close to you. You don't trust anyone anymore & it hurts me when I see you so distraught. Friends hurt you & friends turned on you, but there's still hope.

I can understand why you had to push yourself away because of all the hateful things that happened to you but it still bothers me seeing you like that.

You used to be so fun to be around!



There are still good people out there. People who still REALLY care.

Maybe one day you will realize that if someone follows you around trying to make your life miserable, it's most likely because THEY are.

I hope you see that. ๐Ÿค—

That's what Daddy always keeps telling you, so please try to listen when he reminds you of that.

Life as a TI is not easy & I see that every day, but keep the faith, OK?

Remember, when you promote the people around you with LOVE you are always protected?

Please, for me, can you just stop worrying so much?


I miss you, Mommy.

Please come back to us.

I mean, you haven't left us physically, but you're just not the same inside anymore, that's all. I miss your smile. I miss your joy. I miss your laughter & the way you made us all laugh with you & your silly jokes.

I miss the way you used to beโ€ฆ ๐Ÿ™

Love you always & foreverโ€ฆ

Your son,



When people keep bullying you & call you ugly to make you go kill yourself, just smile & tell them at least you tried the best you could a long time ago... ๐Ÿ˜

Oh, and keep blowing kisses to them in the meantimeโ€ฆ


Hey sweet sisterโ€ฆ

Remember all the bullies who gangstalked you?

Remember all the mean & cruel things they shouted at you?

Remember all the horrific things they did to you?

Remember when you couldn't take it anymore?

Remember when they stalked you, followed you, repeatedly harassed you & called you ugly?

Remember when you took your own life because of everything they did to you?

Remember when I gave that speech about you 6-ยฝ years ago to let them know that bullying someone repeatedly to commit suicide is murder?

Well, it happened again to me yesterday at the new gym I went to.

Four gangstalkers shouted โ€œShe's so f**king ugly!โ€ as I walked past them.

Like, really, really LOUD!!!

Huhhh? Not again? ๐Ÿ˜ณ

They pretended they were talking about someone on TV but I know it was meant for me.

They kept repeating it so many times.

I actually even stopped to let them know how mean they were.

My heart sank because itโ€™s been ongoing for me for so many years. 6-ยฝ years of retaliatory bullying.

It made me think of you because I know the horror they put you through. My heart hurt more for you than me because I realized how difficult it was for you to handle.

So many yearsโ€ฆ

But, please try to remember this if you are looking down on me & see me writing this right now -

YOU werenโ€™t the ugly one- THEY were! ๐Ÿ’”

Try to find it in your heart to forgive them after all this time.

Remember, if someone is โ€œugly-on-the-insideโ€ like they are, it's because they don't really know the true beauty WITHIN them that they are capable of.

That's kinda sad, isn't it?

Instead of choosing love, โ€œugly-on-the-insideโ€ people choose hate.

(I kinda feel sorry for them).


Thank you, David A, for posting this video on your YouTube channel. ๐Ÿ’

It's a video I came across about some of the gangstalking tactics used on targeted individuals with cars. He explains the details very thoroughly.

Not many people know that I was really shaken up this holiday, but I needed to share this story or my conscience would be gnawing at me.

A couple of days before Christmas, I had a blowout with two of my tires on the freeway. ๐Ÿ›ฃ

It was a night when I was coming home from swimming.

Nighttime, dark & I was being tailed very closely from behind by a car. ๐Ÿš˜

TOO close. ๐Ÿ‘€

It made me very nervous & I kept wondering why the car just never passed me. It seemed extremely purposeful because it literally had 3 lanes to choose from to move to & there was hardly much traffic. Rather than choosing to use those other lanes, it chose to keep tailgating me instead.

The headlights from behind were just sticking on me. Noone flashed to let me know to move over or anything like that. It just rode on me like โ€˜white on rice,โ€™ as they say.

Again, close. Too close. The creepy kind of close. ๐Ÿ‘€

Noone should stay on your rear bumper that close when it's really dark.

Even in the daytime. Noone should do it.

I kept thinking to myself that it'll pass me. No worries. It'll pass. It'll pass.

Don't people normally pass you if they are frustrated with being behind you?

But then I remembered some targeted individual videos I had seen about cars brighting you from behind. Staying behind you to cause panic, fear, instability & worry. Possibly there to make you lose control.

Maybe this was happening. Maybe this was why this car would not leave. ๐Ÿค”

Well, I'm honestly telling you that it worked if that was their intention. It REALLY worked! My nerves were so frazzled & I started panicking so I tried to speed up & get off at my next exit.

I'm not sure if I ran over something I didn't see by the merge zone but all I know is that I kept hearing a huge noise & pounding -





โ˜กThat is literally what I was hearing! โ˜ก





Turns out that I had just enough time to pull off the exit & go to the nearest gas station. My 2 right tires were blown out & I needed to park there quickly.



Somewhere I was finally safe.

As long as I was parked, there would be no danger to others or danger to myself.

I'm truly blessed that there were no cars driving near me when my tires blew that night. That it was just me. All alone.

I could have ended up like Karen Silkwood that night, but I didn't.

So I feel blessed. I feel extremely blessed noone got hurt. ๐Ÿ™

However, I'm not going to tell you that I'm completely fine after that. It shook me up so much that I told myself if these kinds of things keep happening to me, I have to keep writing about them. In my heart, I know that I'm not the only one in the world this is happening to. There are too many targeted individuals out there silently suffering but trying to hold it all together inside. You may not know who they are because they need to keep on living & they secretly hate bothering others with their burdens.

They live their lives with what I call โ€œgrace under pressure.โ€

Well, eventually it ended up taking about 2-ยฝ weeks to drive my own car again after all was said & done. Ordering the rims, having them shipped, ordering the tires, having them replaced & making sure everything was 100% before driving it around & about.

If anyone takes the time to look at this video, I hope you realize that there are so many TI's out there who are being silently stalked, silently harassed, silently bullied, silently murdered, silently tortured, silently suicided. They are just so afraid to speak up about it, that's all.

There are people like David, though, who will put their life on the line to spread awareness about it. He does not belong to any mainstream news outlets so you know there is no filtering or censoring of information going on. The reason he understands about the topic of gangstalking so much is because he went through it & experienced it himself.

Those are exactly the ones who are to be believed!



When someone can bring their own experiences to light & talk about them, there is a deeper connection to people who may comment on his channel.

There is a deeper sense of bonding.

There is a deeper sense of uplifting human consciousness.

Comments take on more seriousness. They aren't thrown around so lightly so they resonate on a different frequency. The people who interact with him & share their stories start becoming closer to you.

They share deeper moments.

So you, in turn, become a deeper kind of friend.




If you are a targeted individual & feel like nobody understands you, nobody believes you or if you feel isolated & all alone, I urge you to please check out his channel. You won't feel alone anymore. You will feel like you have a safe space where noone judges the experiences you have gone through.

He has a heart so big & so pure, he will welcome you in. ๐Ÿ’

But if you are a secret gangstalker & subscribe just to try to harass him about his posts, he is smart enough, wise enough & cautious enough to catch on.


Here is the link -

There is a special video he posted approximately 1/18/24 or 1/19/24 called โ€œMY TI TESTIMONYโ€ where he is interviewed while in the hospital a couple years ago by Roy Eacups from Targeted Individuals United. It is heartbreaking, but yet compelling, to listen to because it shows you the extent of character defamation, slander, setting up by people who claim to be his โ€œfriends,โ€ repeated bullying & harassment, gaslighting, DEW weapon targeting, V2K torture, repeated phone & device hacking, death threats, suicide attempts & murder attempts he had to endure.

There will be alot of โ€œOMGโ€ moments when you are seriously wondering how this man survived the hell he was put through.

But trust me, it's all true. It's all the TRUTH! I wouldn't put it on my blog if I doubted him so I'm taking a big risk by putting his story next to my name.

This man was put on this Earth to awaken us all to the evil that gangstalkers are capable of. I truly believe he survived everything he went through to become a powerful warrior for the ones who are not strong enough to talk about it.

He walks side by side with Christ. โž•

Silently knowing that God is always around. Unashamed about it & at the same time not forcing others to believe his spiritual leanings.

He has found his mission in this world. Enlightening humankind & spreading awareness about this cruel program TI's are put into.

He is what Roy Eacups told him he was in the interviewโ€ฆ


I feel blessed to have found him. ๐Ÿ™

I feel blessed to have found the people who are brave enough to comment on his channel.

They are the true warriors who some of us will never meet.

They are ALL the silent heroes who walk amongst us.

Again, I feel blessed. ๐Ÿ™

I really DO have angels!

Thank you, David A, for being one of them.

Thank you, David A, for giving me the courage to follow through on my new motto for the yearโ€ฆ

โ€œWhen in doubt, STILL write about it.โ€


Enough said! ๐Ÿค“

Happy New Year everyone! May you be blessed alwaysโ€ฆ