Rage Wish
You point to your blood work and say
Everything looks great
Just be patient, you smile
Content that you've given sage advice
I want nothing more than to hurt you
To make you suffer my pain
My anguish as it steals away
This life built on struggle and loss
Ten thousand lies, you tell
One for each dollar spent
One for each minute lost
Paying for the privilege each time
I do not want to hurt you
I want to be free of this,
This unveiled threat to happiness
Free to become something else.