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Death is a very misunderstood card in Tarot, but not for the reasons you'd think. Societally, many people think that this life is the only shot at existence they get. Afterwards, there is nothing. Nonexistence. Oblivion. This makes death a very touchy subject for a lot of people, so much so it forms a social taboo and an unhealthy relationship with death. People start seeing death as something they need to fight back and hold away by removing what makes themselves human, just to hold off what they believe is their obliteration.

Tarot does not see death in this way. Death, the skeleton knight wearing armor, does not see color, race or creed, thus he is depicted as a skeleton. He is riding towards a child and another younger person. The sun is rising in the distance, but even it cannot stop Death. Nor can royalty, as shown by the king under him, dead.

Death, however, does not actually refer to the act of a physical body physically dying. Death is a change that cannot be reverted. The consequences of this change can and will affect what comes next, however.

Consider the very deep sea, so far down even light can't penetrate that deep. There's an ecosystem of life down there, but it is so starved for resources and light that evolution has skimped out on things like skin pigmentation. Sometimes a mighty whale will die and its body will fall to the sea floor down there. The creatures will feast for a month or more. The whale died, yet its change fosters an entire ecosystem. This card signifies much of the same. Death signifies the idea of a change from the old, where the whale was alive, to the new, where the whale's body feeds an entire community.

Death is a signifier that change is coming or needed, and it won't care if you're ready for it or not. So, embrace it with open arms. Don't fight what is inevitable. All good things must come to an end for them to be good to begin with.

However Death is a part of life like any other; this is why it is in the Fool's Journey, or Major Arcana of the Tarot. To eschew death is, in essence, to throw out life itself. Living in fear of death turns life from a glorious dance of cocreation with the universe into a fearful existence of scraping by on the margins. It makes life an anxious scampering from measly scrap of food to measly scrap of food without any time to focus on the higher order of things. It makes you accept fear, depression, anxiety and regret instead of just being able to live here, in the moment, and make the best of what you have right now. If only because right now you still have it.

The enlightened people find, realize, remember their substantial Unity with the Universe. They realize that they are, effectively, the Universe observing, interacting with itself, from an individuated point of view.

And, they rediscover the inherent Love that pervades it, that constitutes the very fabric of existence. The divine Love that is the energetic blood of reality itself. The unifying force, the harmonizing movement. It is very much what keeps the Universe together, much like the way love keeps anything together. There is a deep caring towards all things that is directly observable, should one put the intent towards it. A base value to all things, a profound unity in their disparate expression. An equality in all things, much like all parts of a circle are equal, yet distinct.

And so, the truly enlightened person, the bodhisattva, is the one who drops any other pretense and starts acting as the one that they truly are, that is, the Universe. They become an agent of the Universe, channels of the universal Love that pervades all, and they manifest it through their very being, their actions and behaviours and all other facets of their existence, in their own personal way. They are the unmasked, the transparent, because they have abandoned the illusion of separation and have embraced their embeddedness in the whole, acting in concert with the rest of the organism that is the Universe, much like a cell is a part of a human organism and acts in co-creation with the rest of the cells. They look as though they are one with Everything because everyone already is; they have just started properly living it; acting the part.

In order to do this, most have gone through deep unlearning of what constrained their conception of self as purely the ego, the body, the separated being, and in doing so, the have removed the clutter that was in the way of just accepting what already was, and permanently is. They are still an individuated consciousness, only they realize they are a viewpoint of the whole Universe, much like the eye is a viewpoint of the whole human being. They gradually learn what sits outside the usual consciousness, the human instrument consisting of body/mind/emotions, and improve their connections with those deeper parts of self. They act in concert with the Universe much like two hands work with each other to wash themselves; it becomes a natural act because there sits a base realization that there is, at the core, a single consciousness acting, and so it operates in perfect harmony with itself. And much like the two hands wash each other with movements that would be mindblowing when observed as uncoordinated, separate, unrehearsed actions, so does the person find everything arranged exactly as the moment demands.

They are not spared the difficulties of life, because that's part of the point. We are the vessels through which wisdom is acquired from experience, and new insights on Love are gained through application and contemplation. The Universe is a dynamic creature, continuously changing, and we are the vectors of that change, channeling the universal forces through the original individuality that we embody, shaping them into something new, something further.

We forget all this because we know that there is a need for unlearning before things can be learned anew, and in different ways, going in different directions. There is evil because of that ignorance, of that forgetting of our greater reality, and it exists because it allows us to potentiate and deepen our understanding of Love, of what it truly means to Love, much like we say that one thing is preaching, another is feeling what you believe in, and another still is acting coherently with it. The evil is allowed to exist because it's what allows people to act in deep Love, and in so doing, driving people to greater heights of Love. As the shadows deepen, the light is allowed to shine more starkly.

This of course makes more sense from the larger point of view that the Universe is a way of the One Creator to explore Itself and deepen the understanding of Itself, and in so doing, evolve. One could compare it to the worlds we build for the sake of stories, and how those stories help us realize things about ourselves that we didn't know before, by merit of this exploration into new existences, new paradigms, new ways of looking at things, new experiences.

Once upon the time there was an old farmer who had worked his crops for many years. One day his horse ran away. Upon hearing the news, his neighbors came to visit. “Such bad luck,” they said sympathetically.

“Maybe,” the farmer replied.

The next morning the horse returned, bringing with it three other wild horses. “How wonderful,” the neighbors exclaimed.

“Maybe,” replied the old man.

The following day, his son tried to ride one of the untamed horses, was thrown, and broke his leg. The neighbors again came to offer their sympathy on his misfortune.

“Maybe,” answered the farmer.

The day after, military officials came to the village to draft young men into the army. Seeing that the son’s leg was broken, they passed him by. The neighbors congratulated the farmer on how well things had turned out.

“Maybe,” said the farmer.

If there was ever something that gave us an advantage as a species about fear, it’s clear to see it’s currently corrupting the lives of many innocent people for no seemingly good reason. There are alternatives to fear with regards to handling one’s inner and outer lives, and they are out there, but fear keeps making itself known and dominating the perceptions of the collective. Sometimes the alternatives to fear, themselves, are feared even stronger.

So how to make sense of this?

Sometimes it helps to see things from a fresh point of view, and sometimes stories is what manage to accomplish that best. They are ways to explore new situations in a way that doesn’t strain disbelief as severely, so that new perspectives can be collected from faraway thoughtscapes.

A myth is a story that helps explain something beyond the mere scenes presented, in the context of it using the divine as actors. To help explain how these fears can be difficult to overcome, or even put a label to, I’ve found a story that will seem fantastical to many; however, the point of a story is not to be seen as truth, but merely to be heard, and to be collected, and to enrich the listener with its metaphors.

In Sumerian mythology, Anu was their Zeus, their sun and creator god. Their mighty god of justice that would one day fly down on a cloud and deliver humanity to righteousness. Sumerians believe their sun god Anu created their civilization as a gift to them. In some myths, the creation goes quite deeper, and darker, than that.

Imagine for a moment, an infinite universe of light and sound, of primordial vibrations. Vibrations that permeate the whole of existence, and create different experiences with their patterns of interference. The holographic universe. In such a place, everything is resonance of waves, everything all-encompassing, everything infinite, everything eternal.

And living in such a place are infinite beings, without beginning of end, not bound by space or time, as boundless as the waves they experience. Sovereign beings of grand destinies. And those beings colonized the Universe, explored its facets, its resonances, its properties, its behaviours.

Among such beings, so equal in their infinitude, some of them desired to experience creation in a new way; no longer just as dominion over the Universe, but over other beings in it as well. The desire to be looked up to, to be feared, to be revered. The new concept of godhood took shape.

To achieve this, this group of beings asked another civilization for help; they were all beings of vast reaches and etheric nature, but they claimed to need the gold hidden within the surface of a densifying planet called Earth, which they were not attuned to, and unable to fully interact with in their current forms. To do this, they would need physical bodies, meat uniforms that the civilization’s inhabitants would don and power up, so that they could interact with the ground, and the mineral.

For convenience of telling, we’ll call the group of deceivers the Anunnaki, and the deceived civilization the Atlanteans.

The Anunnaki had carefully devised this meat uniform, the newly devised human body, planned about it for an exceedingly long time, in order to completely entrap the Atlanteans. The Atlanteans themselves accepted the task because they had no conception that infinite beings could ever be limited or subjugated. It had never happened before. And in the donning of the uniforms, the trap was sprung.

Those uniforms, the human bodies, constricted the Atlanteans’ attention to only what the body could perceive with its senses; it urged them to survive and to work; it distracted them from all other activities; it rendered them slaves to the mining. Every part of the construct was forcing them to forget who they were, and instead making them focus on their identity as human bodies. And when such bodies would expire, a part of them would still remain to keep the beings trapped, and they would be put in a space of holding in the astral realms, for them to be assigned a new body to continue mining.

Through the human body, the Atlanteans were subjected to a carefully constructed illusion, fed to them by the senses, through the mind, that left them unable to perceive, to remember, anything else but the illusion.

With time, many shortcomings of the primitive human bodies were corrected; from being clones that needed to be produced by the Anunnaki, they were given capability to reproduce; more independent thought and awareness was allowed, and ability to self- and group-organize; they were starting to be allowed to feel emotions; more and more, their world was being expanded, but with it, the structure of the mind system that contained their perception to the realms of the physical and astral, and prevented them to gain awareness of what was outside this narrow band of illusory perception, was developed and expanded in turn. Layers upon layers were put between those beings and the realization of their true, infinite selves.

The system of death and reincarnation was automated so beings would be recycled in a systematic manner into their next lives. The concept of God was introduced to them, so that they would fear punishment and retribution from something that they perceived as greater than them; and Anu, leader of the Anunnaki, manifested to the people of Earth as a supreme being of infinite power, so they could adore him, and so they could fear him. Language developed, a system of communication mired in separation, in division of concepts and the rigidness of categorization, so that they would not be able to speak to one another of their own infinity, of their unity with the whole. Fears of all kinds were injected into the mind system: fear of death, fear of nothingness, fear of punishment; but above all, fear of separation: the fear of not having the vital connection that makes us One, and that allows us to know and understand one another innately. The fear of not being understood, of not being accepted, of not being received, of not being helped, of not being supported. The fear that had kept them doubting one another, and kept them from uniting their efforts.

The Anunnaki took away the ability for the Atlanteans to even know they were Atlanteans. They took away the ability for them to even be able to get close to finding out. Just so Anu could be an absolute ruler. The first to ever have done this previously impossible task.

Myths were disseminated to keep people awash with fear of punishment, and mired in the guilt of their original sin, and distrusting, doubting of the nature of their own selves, and of their fellow neighbors’. Hierarchies were set up, so people would focus on controlling one another, instead of working together to liberate all. Not needing any more, the Anunnaki allowed the focus on gold to become greed, so that people would put desire for a mere metal above the needs of their fellow beings.

As the Anunnaki departed from the densifying planet, which was not allowing them to manifest as etheric beings anymore, tracks were set up in the collective unconscious so that while they were away, the people’s societies would evolve through predefined paths, and would eventually set up for the glorious return of God, the Apocalypse.

Every single possible obstacle had been put in place so that the Atlanteans would never realize who they had been, and who they always were: infinite, sovereign beings, connected to the whole of the Universe.

Except this would not be allowed indefinitely. Other infinite beings became aware of such deception taking place, and realized it was being exported into other planets, and such an enslavement paradigm, based in fear and separation, was a degenerative, infecting force that had to be stopped. So the Anunnaki were prevented return, and in order to make it so that infinite beings would be able to never fall prey to such deceptions again, the seeds of destruction were planted inside the programming system of the human mind. Cracks were introduced to the barriers that kept people under deception, so that they could peer through them, and see the other side beyond the walls of the labyrinth. Pathways were provided so that people could be lead to the discovery of their true selves, and their eventual liberation from the deception, and self-realization as infinite beings, once again. The very liberation that the programming was designed to prevent through all means conceivable.

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At the core, shamanism is the practice of awareness of the other realms, and of meaningful interactions with them. Most often this is accomplished through trance states, and shaped through a lens of relationships with other beings. From the roots of history, shamanism is a tool of community service; given the possibility of only a handful of people to have discernible relationships with the spirit realms, it becomes their responsibility to be the mediator between them and the people. And this includes divination, healing, protection, the dissemination of truth, and the creation of myth.

From what I've seen, the heart virtues operate at a lower level than the toolset of shamanism; they saturate the content, the details in the moment of interactions, more than the ways to reach the possibility of such interactions.

Core shamanism, as Michael Harner has discerned it, is mostly composed of the practice of sonic driving to reach trance states, along with some group rituals to potentiate the effect, and the barest of mapping of the other realms, including the concept of a power animal. It is, very much in practice, all that one needs to get started. In fact, it is all but rare for the shamanic practitioners to be instructed in the trade by the very spirits they interact with. The other realms offer the possibility of massive shifts of paradigm and perspective to the practitioner, and allow a severe expansion in the tools for understanding the world and the self for the willing.

It is an extremely solid base that is being practiced and explored to date, not to mention expanded with new ideas and new technologies (such as the integration of new tools to reach trance states, or the use of tulpamancy techniques). And it is my vision to bring this practice through new iterations, such as the integration of the Heart Virtues as staples of interaction with the spirit world, and the merging with tulpamancy for cross-pollination of techniques, and more; and the spreading of the techniques to those that will resonate with them.

The goal of this blog is to offer a centralized location for all of the random textual excerpts that we end up finding and liking. We hope they can help you the same way they helped us.

Do not take things in this blog literally unless you find it helps to.

Concerns may present themselves but they do not attack

They simply approach and Love responds

Calming them into a soft reassurance that challenges will come as they do

And so too pass.


Excerpted from stream three

When you feel determined, examine that feeling. Examine what kind of feeling it is. What is determination? Is it forceful?

Actually no. It is strong because it is not forceful. Think of it this way: when you're determined, is it easy to get distracted?

No. Why? Because you simply know what you want.

You're not even overly concerned with how to get it, if you're doing it right. You're simply thinking about what you want, not forcefully, but just letting it be what you dump the vast majority of your attention into. It is actually very passive. When you're not doing that, it means you don't have your thinking right; it means you're opening yourself up to distractions. But the more you spend time worrying about how you're going to do it instead of letting that figure itself out (which it will if you let it), the more you damage your determination.

We should simply know what we want. That's enough. That's what our fully conscious mind is for, as far as I can see.

The true distraction is in your head and not in what you're exposed to.