another valentines day alone. that about says it allfor this day.

i miss all the things brent would do this day. i was very lucky to have met him, my one great love. no one can compare to who he was.

i am not sure if i will meet someone, but if i do i know what i want and dont want. i will not settle for less what i deserve.

i fell asleep watching my show. i didnt want to. it means i find it hard to sleep at night. anyhow, he came by and left a valentines for me. i could not thank him enough. on top of that he left it when i was sleeping. hard to believe i didnt hear him come in, but i didnt. guess i was really tired. he surprised me today , very much so.

being alone is better than being with someone you shouldnt be with....