i am home to check on brent. after doing a few errands and making him a snack i am having a cup of tea.
i got brent a new pillow to help ease some of his discomfort in sitting up. he seems to like the meal replacements so i got a few more of those. its really hard to find something he will and or can eat right now. i know he is just as frustrated as i am trying to figure out what he wants. i suggest things and he is not sure. so i make it anyway and hope he will like it.
i have to go back to work tonight so this wont be a long break as i have a few things that need to get done. everything hurts right now so i am not moving too fast. most of my pain is in my hips right now. will take more pain meds but not the ones i need. asprin and tylenol dont help me like t3 does. i am only allowed 2 of those a day and its no where near enough. i know that the pain will never be totally gone with t3 but it knocks it down enough that i can sort of function for part of the day. its getting harder and harder to keep up but i am doing my best for brent.
brent has another test on monday. i had to cancel 2 clients so we could be there on time. we where told the test will take about an hour so i will be spending more time at the hospital. it was a last minute cancelation . he was lucky to get in so fast. his breathing is not much better but at least its not any worse.
i got a few cards out yesterday a bit later than i wanted but at least they are in the mail. i need more stamps now so will have to pick them up tomorrow. the mail wont move till monday anyway.
sunday...i crashed last night. i didnt have the energy to do much of anything except sleep. i have lots to do later. i have to go to work for 2 f....cking hours and then back tonight for 1 hour. what a pain in the ass. i hate this. i would quit if i could.
i was putting some of my trading cards away that where sent to me and i noticed i need some more of the pages. i though the pages where double sided. they are not. pockets only on one side. so when the lockdown is lifted i will try and get some more pages. i have alot more cards than i thought. i love having them out where i can see them to admire all the work.
i hurt all over this morning. i was up at 4am to pee. i can barely move and i have a very full day ahead of me.
i also need to figure out how to take pictures with the cell phone as i have a few new cards i would like to post. everyone is so smart at this and i feel so stupid. brent was my picture taker for this new hobby. but he cant do much of anything anymore.
i have to learn to do alot of things on my own again. seems thats all i do is learn to be alone.
i am going to post this before i forget....