Haechan is like the sun. Warm, and bright and inviting.
“We should stop for now.”, Haechan suggested, as he shut down his computer. It has been 8 games, and they're on a losing streak.
And Mark can't say no. Mark can never say no.
Mark is laying on the couch, one leg crossed over the other, arms relaxed over the backrest. Haechan stands still against the windowsill before him; their silhouette a sharp contrast to the orange-painted skies glimmering outside.
“Whatever.”, Mark mutters. “What do you wanna do?”
He turned his back to look at Haechan; His chin held between his thumb and index finger. A sign that they are already deep in thought. A familiar expression that Mark has learnt to love over the years, too.
“Maybe put some music on?”, He say. And their one good eye lights up at the idea.
Mark huffs, but gets up and makes his way to the little turntable in the corner, the one that Haechan bought a couple years ago when they were on a tour. He has to admit it's kind of fascinating, the fact that you can record any sound in the world and then play it back on. Like an echo of the soul.
“Is this okay?', he asks. He's struggling to figure out what knobs to turn and what buttons to push, but tries his best not to let it show. Haechan hums in response once the disc is already spinning along.
Frank sinatra's fly me to the moon is playing on the turntable
“It's lovely.”, Haechan nods. Music now fills in the silence, vibrates and soars through the air. Haechan is able to recognize the striking tuning of the piano, the soft strum of the guitar in the back, even. It's magic to the ears; electricity that shakes them up in ways that feel new and entracing. Mark watches, back from his old spot in the corner of the couch. Haechan's singing, too invested in the melody that suddenly escapes them, and he can't help but notice how tender Haechan's voice sounds. It's a beautiful sight to witness, he thinks: a spectacle for one, like poetry in motion.
Haechan twirls and turn and twist around on his heel; hips swinging, arms lifted over his head. His cheeks glow in a faint pink, while his breath falters. It's a liberating sensation, to dance loose like that, to let themselves flow free, like a streaming river that breaks wild into the ocean.
Mark can't remember when was the last time he has seen him this happy.
“Hyuck”, Mark calls silently.
And for a moment, it's just like the old days. When the rage of the world still hadn't gone down on them. When there was still a flicker of hope burning fierce, tucked inside their wide curious gazes.
Haechan shake his hips again. And Mark wants to touch them.
Oh, how he wants to touch them.
Haechan’s shirt is vaguely unbuttoned, exposing the tanned skin hidden underneath every time he moves. Mark thinks that, maybe, if he was courageous enough, he would walk over to them and put his hands on their waist. Just to see how it feels like, if only for once. Outside, the skies bleed fractionated into a million different colors, seeping wide through the opened windows. Haechan dances and dances, grazed by the last scraps of daylight, and Mark is completely unable to look away, deeply lost to their rhythm. He knows now, as the song reaches its climax, that Haechan most likely is the sun. And that he, irrevocably, undoubtedly, undeniably, has been blinded by their light.
“Mark!”, he hears him say, and he blinks, being brought back into reality. Haechan’s hair is a brown mess splashing onto their face, wild and untamable. Their slender figure glides with agility, almost hypnotizing. “What are you looking at?”
It takes him a minute to realize he's smiling; a small tug to his lips that would have probably gone unnoticed if it wasn't that Haechan's his only witness. “I'm not...”, he blabbers, defensive. “I'm not looking at anything.” A lie. But he knows better than admitting to it. And Haechan knows when not to tease him about it, either. He can read right through Mark's expression anyway.
“Wanna dance with me?” Haechan offer, extending his hand to Mark’s.
The next song's already playing and Mark can't say no. Mark can never say no.
Because Haechan is just like the sun, Mark repeats as he walks over to him. Electrifying, illuminating, nurturing. And, when nightfall tints the sky dark, he can be sure: he's holding the brightest of stars, right there between his arms.