diarist | punker | anarcho-minimalist
hello
it's rainy af outside. Those who live in STL already know this, but i thought i would point it out :P Anyway, i went to the gas station & got a pack of smokes and i am having therapy in a little bit here and then doing laundry after that.
Nothing much else going on. I think i can keep using twitter on desktop, but, the acct is not working/is suspended on my mobile device bc of...something. #whatever
be back in a bit!
Yes, i am very bored
Tomorrow is gonna be dope as hell because i have therapy + finally do my laundry + buy cigarettes, but as for today, there is absolutely jack shit to do. So, i am making coffee (for like the fourth time today) and doing my best to pass the time.
idk what the fuck happened to Kevin. I know he is getting married but...i guess he is calling-in until after he is hitched? Whatever. I don't care. LOnger he stays away the better.
As for the therapy appt tomorrow, it will definitely be good to have because it has been a while since i had an appt.
Saturday i am probably going to the 'rents to...kill time/help out around the house, i suppose.
Yeah, my life is boring (or at least today it is)
i rejoined Insta bc i am weak, dumb, and lame
idgaf, i go there everyday, anyway. Looking at pictures and crap. I followed the same blokes & blokettes i always follow bc i like tattoos a lot. Basically just tattooers, tattoo models, and hardcore band accts that i am following.
Anyway...
Tomorrow is a full day of nothing. I know that Friday i have therapy, do laundry, and just hang out, but tomorrey: nada.
The STLWX is just divine this evening. I got the sliding glass door open + the window & it feels v good.
Be back in a bit!
ugh
fuck computers. seriously.
i mean i am using a computer right now, but that is only for writing purposes and i really need to keep it that way and not try to do anything else ever again on a piece of technology. it's so gd annoying.
anyway, this is the fourth cup of coffee for the day and nothing has gotten more interesting around here other than....yea....nothing.
be back in a bit
hey there
i am on my second cup of coffee this AM (almost noon) and enjoying the AC bc, you guessed it, the STLWX is scorching outside and i am not leaving my apartment.
Today is only Wednesday, too, so, tomorrow will be equally as boring. Friday I have therapy so that will be cool, but the next two days will (today & tomorrow) will be absolutely boring af.
at least i have plenty of food & coffee & nicotine though. Those are all v good things.
Fuck. Be back in a bit.
Gung-Ho About Tattoos
i have been lately. i really need to get ink ASAP. I am definitely going to go to Steel & Ink Tattoo Studio in S St Louis County as soon as payday arrives (not too far away) & get a small wrist tat + a big ass spiderweb on the crotch of my left arm (inner-elbow). I REALLY wanna finish this sleeve!
idgaf about other expenses (other than the necessary bills & shit), i just want this DONE! :)
i will continue to review my budget to see what can stay and what can go BUT, i think ~$200 will do me just fine for the small amt of work that i want to get. It is all single-needle and it will be drawn on and not stencil (both of them, i would imagine), so, the whole thing will be in-&-out. #goodtimes
i still have some big pieces that i will have to get done on my left arm before i can start the sleeving process (eagle on forearm, something (anything) big on the back of the bicep) but when those pieces are complete, I will be good to go. There are, of course, the two touch-ups that i wanna do sometime, but that is going to come when i do the sleeving process. idk how much the sleeve will cost, i just know i gotta put some money together cause them bishes be expensive!
There is, of course, the possibility that i just keep all the ink separate on the arm & keep it hard as fuck like that, but a sleeve is going to happen one way or the other eventually.
Be back in a bit!
at the 'rents and I figured I would hop on their (very unsecure) PC and do a bloggy post real quick. We (me and my sisters) really need to get my mom to buy a more secure PC. Even a dog gone Chromebox or Chromestick would work for them. Granted, that doesn't prevent them from being spied on by Google, but, it is better than this antiquated POS.
They could get a RPi (for cheap), but, I don't think they would know how to operate it.
Maybe I can buy them a chromebox sometime??? 'Tis a good idea.
Anyway, I am going to shop for those right now...
Zero chance
There is zero chance i am paying for a gym membership next month. That shit cost a fortune and is a waste of money. Plus i would have to talk to off-duty cops and all that gay shit. NOT happening! What i will do next month, is get a nice tattoo (or two) & pay for the other unnecessary bullshit i have to pay for. I am already reducing the amt of stuff i am getting from My Freedom Smokes and i am saying “fuck you” to FastMail, too. No one needs an e-mail address (unless they are uncreative/dumb).
So...yeah...freeing up $$$
be back in a bit!
i don't have a gd thing to do...
....which is fine as i worked my ass off today at the 'rents house, cleaning out the shed and doing other various things around their house. But i would like to have some activity for this evening now that i am home sweet home.
Tomorrow i am going over there again to hang w/ the dad as my mom does some running around, etc. I am going to continue cleaning up what i was doing today only this time, inside. Fuck the #STLWX.
I am also looking to decrease my reliance on my phone (altogether) and wanting to get a TAILS OS (a live, secure OS) on this RPi (via USB) however, there is no version of TAILS or any other “secure” OS that runs on an ARM chipset.
I will figure this out.
Be back in a bit!
thank Fuck
i was on Instagram earlier, just looking through a few accts that i like(d), and i swear, i was completely devoid of dopamine in my brain when i was done. Social media is evil. I never want to use it again. Luckily, i have no Instagram acct to speak of, or Google, or Facebook, or any of that shit, and i just now deleted my Twitter bc i spend too much time on that shit, too.
I got other things i can do. i don't have to look at Russian troll propaganda every day of my life to know we are on a fireball of a planet that is doomed to flood at any moment.
i will stick to blogging. Just ME! I think i need to focus on this.