the loan discharge (cont...)

all of what was previously stated in the last blog post is good news, and i am holding out a littttle hope, but i am not getting my hopes UP. what it is is what it is. i am not very concerned about the whole thing. I mean it is pretty important that i do not have government debt hanging over my head, but as far as STLCC is concerned, not gonna rush it/even expect to attend. Long story short, I was fucking crushed yesterday when they said I was missing a form in the paperwork. Really crushed. If I can send it in and get it discharged and then enroll (s.u.c.c.e.s.s.f.u.l.l.y) at STLCC, then fine. If there is another hang-up where my enrollment doesn't take-hold or if I miss a god damn comma or forget to do something, fucking fuck it. I won't keep chasing my tail.

in fact, I may not enroll at STLCC (or even try) come this next semester. Or any semester. I am pretty happy with just doing what I planned on doing (hustling harder). I will do everything in my power to get the loan discharged. I don't give a fuck where I go from there. #exhausted