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Medicine

Just swalled my #meds with a chug of Mt Dew Livewire and some of them broke up in my mouth like some chalky candy. I wish they would prescribe me some sort of gelcaps instead of this insta-dissolve shit (tho, they are not actually “Zydis” or whateverthefuck that's called). The pills taste awful but they make me sane, so, can't complain. (that rhymes)

I am anti-Big Pharma, but, some medications are genuinely GOOD. Things that help people from losing their mind w/ halucinations, things that help with arthritis, things that help with diabetes, etc.; these are all good things, but PREVENTATIVE #medicine is the best medicine and if docotors in the United States were not so “incahoots” w/ Big Pharma(ceutical industries), then we wouldn't have them (the docs) prescribing every little new, trendy, brand name, cleverly-packaged pill to anyone and everyone who has the most minor symptom which isn't even a sympton of ANYTHING! People feel things. People have bodies that don't function 100% all the time and to give them a liver-toxic pill for the rest of their life when they have some joint pain when they are 20, causes a vicious cycle that can quite literally end in a premature death :(

As long as I am on the subject of pharmaceuticals, I must not overlook the tremendous benefits of regular marijuana use. I do not smoke it, myself, but if I could get a medicinal script for it, I certainly would because it could replace two of the three pills that I am taking. In fact, marijuana could replace 90% of the entire pharmaceutical industry's product line should it ever be allowed to be prescribed to patients nationwide as a form of treatment. Tremendous herb/medicine that plant is :)

This is all I have to say on the subject for right now. I can go into more detail later.

Be back in a bit!

a day in the life

#meds: arrived!

daily pills: consumed!

vegetarian, awesome, perfect chili: cooked and eaten (delish)

etcetera, etcetera

Today is a good day and it is getting better considering i just took my recommended dose of Lexapro and had a very spicy chili dish. It turned out great, really did.

Tomorrow i go to the 'rents to do laundry and pick up some sodie pop and maybe a bite to eat, as well.

more later

be back in a bit!

24-Hour Fast is...over

Not because i successfully fasted for 24 hours, but because i was hungrier than hell and i was having stomach cramps and those are especially painful when you have an esophageal disease. Nevertheless, i made it about 18 hours and i feel better from it but afterwards, i broke the fast w/ having a spicy rice wrap w/ sweet peas (the peas added a lot to it, believe it or not). Other than that, i have spent most of the morning listening to U.S. Bombs – “War Birth” album and just a little bit ago I downloaded Siouxsie and the Banshees- “Tinderbox” album. The phone is charging right now otherwise I would be listening to it. Good music all around :)

The #meds that i ordered on f.r.i.d.a.y. did not get delivered Saturday so i called the pharmacy about them today and they said that they are being filled today because...i don't know why. Delays for medications are always a pain in the ass because i would feel even better today if i had Lexapro in my system. But i still feel good regardless.

Anyway, that is about it for now. Be back in a bit!