“Here” Plan gave Mean the ice cream
“You take it.”
“It’s ok”
“Ok then”
Mean starts to lick the ice cream while taking glance at Plan
Plan stared at the ice cream with a cute little pout
“Want some?”
“Can I ?”
“Yeah.”
When Plan want lick it, Mean push the ice cream up, making Plan’s nose full of ice cream.
Mean laughed while Plan pouted his lips but then after seeing Mean laughed for awhile he smiled.
“I will do anything to make you laugh like this always.” Plan whispered to himself
Mean takes a handkerchief and wipes the ice cream slowly.
“Here, you eat it. I’m okay.” Mean said while giving the ice cream to Plan.
Plan takes the ice cream from Mean and swatch some ice cream onto Mean’s face
Plan runs while laughing
“Plan. You can’t run away from me.”
Mean chases after him. Plan was not paying attention to what in front of him so, he tripped but before he touches the ground Mean pulled him and hug him tight.
“Be careful.”
Plan’s heart beats fast.
“Thank you..”
Mean let go of Plan awkwardly and said
“Pay attention to where you’re going.”
Mean caresses Plan’s cheek that’s a bit red from bumping too hard with his chest.
“Are you sick?”
“Huh?”
“Your face is so red right now.”
“Umm I’m alright.”
Plan intertwined his hand with Mean’s hand that was still on his cheek.
“I’m okay, Mean. Let’s go to Siam Paragon.”
Mean let go of his hand from intertwining with Plan’s
Plan looks at his empty hand, he looks disappointed.
“Fans might see us like this.”
Plan nodded slowly
“Let’s go, Mean.”
Mean and Plan walk into the mall but suddenly fans spotted them and shouted
“THAT’S MEAN!”
“THAT’S PLAN!”
The fans starts to gather around them and chasing after them
Mean holds on Plan’s hand and runs out.
“Let’s go.”
Plan looks at his hand and smiles from ear to ear.
Mean and Plan are out of breath. They rest on a bench
“Let’s not do this again.”
“Huh?” Plan looked at Mean with a sad face
“The fans are always around us. Let’s not do this kind of things anymore. We’re popular now. They watch every steps we take. If you want to go buy something, buy it on your own.”
“I wish we’re not an idol.” Plan looked down while fidgeting his fingers
Mean looks at him.
“I just want to have fun with you, Mean.”
“...”
“I was so excited to spend time with you so, I didn’t think of the fans. I just think about you.”
“...”
“Thinking all night of what we should do together. Where should we go?”
“...”
“I’m sorry to make you regret that.”
Mean sigh heavily and stands up. He left Plan.
Plan cried heavily. Cry all his pain out. He thought he could change Mean. He could make Mean fall in love with him again.
Mean suddenly pulls Plan to stand up. Mean put a hat on Plan’s head, he wipes Plan tears, and put a pair of sun glasses to Plan’s face.
“There. Use this and let’s try again.”
Plan is widening his eyes but due to the sun glasses Mean can’t see it.
Mean and Plan walked around Siam without any fans noticing them. The hat and sun glasses method, work.
Plan bought something like he said and then they went home.
“Mean. Let’s go to the beach.”
“It’s pretty late already.”
“It’s just for a short amount of time.”
“7 PM”
“Come on!”
Mean sigh heavily and said
“Which beach?”
“The beach out of the city”
“Huh?! Plan, it’s late already.”
“Tomorrow is still weekend. Please..” Plan pouted
“Why I always lose to you?” Mean sighed again.
Mean drives for 2 hours.
Plan quickly goes out and knocks of Mean’s window car
“Let’s go, Mean.”
“Plan, it’s really late.”
“Oh come on.”
Mean sigh and goes out of his car.
Plan pulls Mean to go into the beach.
“No one is here.”
“Of course, it’s frinkin 9 PM right now, Plan.”
Plan nodded and smile at Mean.
Plan pulls Mean to sit on the sand while looking toward the sky.
“The star is so beautiful.”
“...”
“Do you know why I love the beach?”
“No.”
“Ask me why”
“Why?”
“Because I feel like the wave understands me.”
“Hm?”
“Wave can go anywhere. They could go to the land too. You see the wave is trying to go to the land, trying to reach us.”
“But?”
“But wave always goes home to the ocean. There’s always reason for them to go home.”
“...”
“They understand me because no matter where I go. I will always comes back to you.”
Mean looks at Plan and Plan looks back at him.
Plan lifts up his hand and caressed Mean’s cheeks
“I hurt you so much.”
“You did”
“How could I did that to you?” Plan’s tears starts to flow
“...”
“You know, I never stop loving you. Never. I did said that I don’t love you anymore when I left but I thought that if you hate me it would be better for us.”
“...”
“You won’t have to suffer. Your parents will accept you again. You will find somebody else, somebody that’s better than me.”
“I told you, didn’t I? I only need you to stay with me.”
“You know even tho I was the one who broke you, I was the one who left you. I was broken too. As broken as you.”
“...”
“I was hurt and no one can heal me from it. Your best friend was helping me because I have ever helped him to get his girlfriend that has become his wife now.”
“I have forgiven him long after you left.”
“Do you know that I have ever try to kill myself?”
Mean is shocked
“What?! Are you crazy?!”
“I was hurt Mean. I have no hope. I have nothing. Everything is gone.”
“But you cannot do that! Don’t ever think of killing yourself no matter what happen.”
“As long as I have you, I’ll be okay.”
“Plan. Why do you keep repeating what I said to you?”
“Because as I said before I want to tell you that I depend my life on you now. I mean even before this I also depend on you but after leaving you, I realized that I cannot live without you.”
“Why did you came back?”
“To get you back. That’s my first intention coming back to wasabi. But seeing how much you hate me, I can’t seem to approach you.”
“...”
“You seem so ignorant towards me. I hate it. I’m hurt. So, I start to hate too but not to you, to myself.”
“Why are trying to get me back? Are you even ready to face problems with me again? We’re still going to face a lot of problems moreover we’re popular now, there will be many fans that disapprove our relationship.”
“I can’t live without you anymore. I will do anything to stay with you.” Plan smiled
“But I’m still scared.”
“I’ll wait.”
“...”
“Let’s just start from being friends.”
Plan move closer to Mean kiss his cheek and put his head on Mean’s shoulder.
“I’m the wave afterall. No matter where I go, I’ll always go back to you.” Plan closed his eyes.
Am I ready to fall in love again? – Mean
They enjoy their moment in silence. After some time, Plan starts to feel cold. Mean notices it so he removes his jacket and drapes it over Plan.
“Let’s go home. I don’t want you to catch cold.”
“But I like it like this.”
“It’s late, Plan.”
“I love spending the night with you.”
“Plan...”
“I wish time stops now.”
“...”
“I wish this day never ends.”
“Stand up”
“I don’t want to go home yet.”
“Just stand up”
Plan stands up, looking disappointed but then suddenly Mean goes down.
“Come.”
“Huh?”
“Come on, quickly”
Plan was shocked but he was so happy. He jumps onto Mean’s back and circles his hand around Mean’s neck.
He’s so happy. He puts his head on Mean’s shoulder and closes his eyes. He smiled from ear to ear.
Mean carries him to walk around the beach for a little while.
“Why do you turn into someone so fragile now?” Mean said
“...”
“You used to be so strong and independent. You never whines. You never like this.”
“Because I have fears now.”
“What fears?”
“I have fears of losing you again, fears of you hating on me, fears of being alone, and fears of you leaving me to go to someone else. I called it the fear of Mean.”
“I will never leave you but will you do the same to me too?”
“I’ll always be the wave for you”
Plan hugs him tight
“Then I’ll be the ocean” Mean smiled.