“Mean, I have good news for you” Mean’s mother opened the door
When she enters the room, Mean is not there anymore.
She sigh and said
“He must be in the beach again.”
She walks to the beach and she saw Mean crying.
It broke her heart. Now she realize that she has broke her son’s heart.
She sees Mean talking to someone.
“Plan, thank you for coming here. I miss you so much. I’m sorry that I didn’t you come here yesterday.” Mean said while looking to his left.
“Mean?”
“PLAN! RUN AWAY!”
She sigh. His fever must made him halucinate about Plan.
“I’m sorry, Mean.”
“Please don’t take him away from me.” Mean cried
“Mean, there is no one there.”
“Huh?” Mean looked around and saw no one
“He has run away.” Mean said
His mom caresses his cheeks and cried
“I’m sorry, Mean.”
Suddenly, her phone rings.
“Hello? Oh okay, I’m coming.”
She left Mean.
“Hey, Mean.” Plan said.
“My mom said you’re not real.”
“How can you see me if I’m not real.”
“But I can’t touch you.”
“You can.. just wait.”
“Are sure this is okay?”
“Do you really want to be in this cruel world?”
“...”
“Come with me. You will be with me forever, Mean. Imagine how happy we will be. Just you and me.”
“....”
“Follow me.”
Mean and the shadow walk into the middle of the ocean.
“MEAN!!!” His mother said.
“Don’t listen to her, Mean. Keep walking.” The shadow said.
“Mean! I’m sorry. Please don’t do it.” His mom said
“Mean!” Someone shouted
It startled Mean.
“Don’t listen to him. He left you.” The shadow said
“....”
“I’m always here for you. He’s not there when you needed him.”
“....”
“Do you remember when he said he doesn’t love you anymore? I was there with you.”
“Bear..” Plan said
“Plan? Is that you?” Mean turned around
“Come here, baby.” Plan said
“Don’t do it, Mean. He will just break you. He will leave you someday.” The shadow said.
“Mean.. I miss you.” Plan said while walking towards Mean.
Mean looks confuse because he sees 2 Plan.
“Mean! Come here quick!” The shadow shouted.
“Mean, come back to me.” Plan said
“I’m scared.” Mean cried and not moving anywhere.
“Mean, I’m here.” Plan said
“What if you’re not real too?”
“He’s not real, Mean. Let’s die together.” The shadow said
“ARGGGHH STOP” Mean screamed in pain.
Plan immediately runs
“DON’T CONE NEAR ME” Mean shouted at Plan.
“Mean..”
“I HATE YOU! GO AWAY!”
“Mean.. come here.” Plan walked towards Mean
“I HATE TO SEE YOU! GO AWAY?!”
“Mean.. come here please.” Plan kept on walking forward and Mean also kept on walking deeper to the ocean.
The wave is wild. It can drown anybody.
“Don’t walk deeper, Mean. It’s dangerous.” Plan said
“THEN STOP WALKING!”
Plan stops.
“Mean.. please.. don’t do this to me. I can’t lose you again.” Plan said
“He said you don’t love me anymore.” Mean cried.
“Who? Who said that.” Plan asked
“Him.” Mean pointed at nothing
Plan finally understand.
“Is it me?” Plan asked
“Yes, it’s you.”
“Is your fear of Plan comes back?” Plan asked while walking slowly again.
“...”
“Nothing to be afraid of. I’m right here. I won’t let you go again.”
“....”
“He is lying.” The shadow said
Plan sees Mean flinch a bit
“I’m right here. Focus on me, Mean. Only me.”
“Don’t do it, Mean.” The shadow said
“I love you, Mean. I love you. Hear me. Only me.” Plan is getting closer to Mean.
“I love you. I love you. Nothing but you. I can’t live without you.”
“....” Mean is about to look at a direction but Plan shouted
“Mean focus on me. Don’t let the fears get into you.”
“...”
“Let me save you. Trust me.”
Suddenly Plan sees a big wave coming their way.
“MEAN!” Plan ran as fast as he could and hug him.
The big wave swallowed them both. Mean’s mom saw that and quickly phone the rescue team.
“PLAN! Where are you?”
Mean said in the middle of the deep ocean.
“Shit! He can’t swim.”
Mean dives down and saw Plan sinking.
“Let him die. He deserves it” the voice in his head said.
“Meann...I love you.” Plan said underwater without any sound.
“Fuck off fears! I have enough! If he’s really in front me, I will never let him go again. I want happiness and I’m going to get it.” Mean said in his head
Gotcha!
Mean pulled him up.
“I’m sorry. Sorry. Sorry”
“It’s you. It’s really you.” Mean cried
“I’m sorry for letting go. Stay with me.”
“I love you.”
Mean swims to the shore
“Please wake up.” Mean laid Plan on the sand
“I promise I won’t listen to my fears again.” Mean cried
“Please...”
“Help me.” Mean cried while pumping Plan’s chest and trying to give him CPR.
Plan finally cough out all the water.
“PLAN! Oh thank God.” Mean hugs Plan tight
“Are you okay? Did anything hurt?” Mean said worriedly
“You never change hm? Always thinks about others first.” Plan smiled weakly
“You look so thin now. Have you eaten?” Plan caressed Mean’s cheek
“Shit! You have a high fever, Mean.”
“I’m really dizzy.” Mean then pass out.
Mean’s mom comes with the rescue team
“Mom! Please help me.”
“Mean! Are you okay, Plan?”
“I am, please just help Mean.”
The rescue team carry Mean to the ambulance and go to the hospital.
— Hospital —
“I think you should rest too, Plan.”
“It’s ok, mom. I’m okay. I’ll wait for Mean.”
“You look pale, Plan. Have you eaten?”
“Not yet. I don’t have any appetite for 4 days now.” Plan smiled
“You have to eat. I will buy you some food. Just wait here.” She stood up and walked out.
The doctor comes out and asked
“Are you Plan?”
“Ah yes.” Plan immediately stood up
“He’s looking for you. His fever is really high but he doesn’t want to eat. Please feed him so he can eat his medicine.”
“Ok, doctor. Thank you.”
Plan walks into the room where Mean is staying.
Plan goes beside Mean’s bed and kisses his cheek.
“Plan!” Mean woke up and hug Plan tight.
“You have to eat, Mean.”
“The food is bland and some are bitter.”
“But you have to eat. Don’t you want to go home?”
“Yes! I want to spend all my time with you!”
“Then you have to eat.”
“Eat with me then.”
“Okay, I will feed you and we eat together.”
Mean walks to the sofa in the room and said
“Sit here.” Mean patted his lap
“Huh?”
“Sit here.” Mean pulled Plan, making him sits on his lap.
“Meannn.” Plan tried to get out but Mean hold his waist
“You’re sick and still pretty weak.”
“Weak? You can’t even get out and you call me weak?”
“Ishhhh” Plan hit Mean’s chest playfully
“Ouch.” Mean pretended that it hurts
“Ah, I’m sorry. Does it hurt?” Plan said worriedly
Mean pulled him into a hug and hide his face in his crook.
“I miss you.”
“I miss you too.” Plan smiled
“...”
“Let me feed you.”
“No.” Mean took the spoon out of Plan’s hand
“Hey! You said you will eat.”
“Here.” Mean gave a spoonful of rice to Plan
“Huh?”
“Eat.”
“But you-“
“Eat it first.”
Plan opens his mouth and eats it.
Mean suddenly holds his nape and pull him closer.
Mean’s tongue goes in and grabs every bit of rice in Plan’s mouth.
“Hhnngh” Plan held on to Mean’s chest.
Mean finally breaks the kiss and chew the rice
“That’s how I want to eat.”
Plan blushed
“I’m going to get sick too.”
“It’s okay! You can cuddle with me all day long.”
“Okay, let’s continue then.” Plan ate a spoonful of rice again and pulled Mean’s collar.
While they were kissing (ehem eating I mean), Mean’s mom comes in
“Plan I bought you- oops sorry” she said with a chuckle
“Ah, sorry mom.” Plan tried to get up but Mean once again hold his waist to stay.
“It’s ok. Continue... I will just put your food here.” She put the food down
“Have fun! Mean, please do it slow.” She said with a smirk.
“Because I’m still sick. I know.” Mean said
“No. So, that it last long. I’ll go now.” She left
Plan blushed
“I’m so happy that she has finally approved us.” Mean said
“Nothing will break us again.” Plan circled his hand onto Mean’s neck and leaned his forehead onto Mean’s
“Nothing will break us, till death due us apart.” Mean leaned in and kiss Plan
“I love you” Plan said between their kiss
“I love you more.”