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Getting back to writing

Have you ever experienced being stuck in the neverending cycle of waking up, commuting to work, getting to the office, commuting back home, and then simply just falling asleep?

I never really had this kind of problem before, however, as I get older and as I become more acquainted with the busy work life, it seems like I simply lost the light I once had. For instance, I used to enjoy writing down my thoughts and sharing stories with people around me. Now, with my work related to checking papers, attending meetings, writing down comments on various activities, I can't seem to find the time to simply sit down and write. In this case, write to me and not for any work-related requirement.

I haven't really been active in any platform consistently as there is a bunch of available outlets in the entire world wide web. Still, it is good to be able to stick to something and enjoy the moment. I hope to be able to find this space in the vast online community. I know that I may simply just use my laptop's notes for these, but it is still good to have it available for others to read. Maybe there is one out there who would wish to hear these kinds of sentiments as well. After all, I do sometimes forget that I am not the only one with feelings of such worry, exhaustion, or even a sense of longingness. An emotion that I wish to jump back to right away. With that, I hope that this new note will remind me to simply pause and write my stories again. I may not be (may ever be) a well-known writer out there, but it is still a good opportunity for me to have a voice and give life to the thoughts in my mind. Sometimes, those ideas get too much in my head that they make it impossible for me to accomplish anything productive, in terms of work. So, let this be a start.

It may have been quite late as the strict quarantine period due to the pandemic is about to be lifted. Nonetheless, I hope to be able to juggle all these worries about the current health concerns of the world and that of my own little world of life.

I haven't been like my old self lately. I think that it's something common for whoever goes through life. Years come and go; our ages increase each year.

In my case, I could feel the toll of age as I become slower than before. I also tend to have shorter patience. I couldn't work on my passion anymore as worries and responsibilities come in. It is, perhaps, the right time to start taking each day as it is. I need to learn to enjoy the wonders of daily life.

How do players pick their prey? Do they sniff through muddy soil, Wait patiently for their trap to work Or do they scan across terrains Seeing past the rest, to catch The best one?

Is there something that will make Us understand what players think How they act, how they keep Connected to people despite their Constant struggle against their Own Self Own Lust Own Life

There are a lot of ideas coming in and out of my head. The only problem is that whenever I face my laptop and try to put them into words, they end up crawling back to the dark corners of my brain. Muted, shy, and slowly forgotten.

There are times when memories come and go. Even if you try to look back into that one magical moment, you end up with a feeling like you've never experienced it in the first place. -JMAS

Friends are truly the best. Even without a significant other on my side, my two best friends keep me sane and on leveled ground. This is a wonderful start of the year to plan more engaging adventures together while seeing all of us grow into more confident individuals.

It's the new year and I type without any clear idea of what to tell. There has always been that worry whenever I try to work on a short story. What if I fail? What if I make a lot of mistakes? This tiring cycle of unanswered questions has kept me from completing any decent works.

This year, I want to change this and simply pursue my writing goals. Hopefully, in time, I find the courage to fully engage in a thorough practice of this skill.