Mom Life of 6

Y deja que pase el tiempo que el es el mejor aleado del olvido

Cuando apenas habia aprendido a estar sola , llegaste tu sin que te buscara, y sin saber que te necesitaba.

Y de un de repente se derumbo mi mundo al perderte por que me perdi yo.

Aun puedo sentir en mi corazon tus abrazos aunque fisicamente no puedo recordar ya las caricias de tus manos ni el olor de tu piel.

No es la piel la que tiene memoria..... es el corazon.

And from not wanting to want you....... you became everything I ever wanted

And somehow again Im left empty again. Maybe I was not meant to have love or be loved, it sure feels like it. Everytime I give my love I end up loving more than I am loved and end up more broken.

As Morgan Wallen one said “Looks like I'm learnin' the hard way again It's all my fault, Yeah, I dropped the ball”

A friend once said we are overthinkers and we expect the worse so when it happens we are not as surprised because we already played it out in out heads.

But even after all that happened all I wanted was you. I wanted you for the person you were, the battles you got over and for all the future I saw in you. For a future where we were in each others lifes. I wanted the good the bad and the ugly. I wanted everything because I wanted you to be my person. Everything was worth it if it was with you.

Then reality hit and just like that life has shown me that we are not meant for each other

I was at a point where i did not want anyone to enter my life again. I had given my all and ended up with nothing. I had given my time, my energy and my love. I was left empty inside.

He came out of nowhere, and got me at my flight. Yeah, at my flight! if i start to feel anything flight is my response. Because i've been here before and ended up broken and empty.

I don't want to start from zero. I do not want to feel the need to need you. I don't want to smile when i think about you. I don't want to imagine a future with you in it.

I don't want to get a good morning text, I don't want a good night text.