i am audience
i remind myself
calm this restlessness -
i am audience -
an early arrival -
observe in silence
And I study
the movements of the woman
bare-handedly building
a trombone before me:
a brass skeleton pulled
from a case of felt,
metallic mouthpiece
sliding into a curved frame,
her right hand releasing the valve,
as if breath were water,
as if there were remembered notes,
rippling outward in a river of sound
a trumpet player covers his mouth, laughs at a joke, looks to see if anyone’s watching
a percussionist stretches her fingers gently along the skin of the tabla, generating a gentle hum
And I turn my attention
to a figure of a man
whose left hand is twisting
a neck into tune,
twanging strings into shape,
the fingers on his other
plucking a pick along taut steel lines,
prime meridians running parallel
over a carved-out shape,
whispering frequencies across the guitar:
the note, if ever lost, has been found
a tenor saxophonist mouths a reed, wanders, wood not yet resonating, a quiet expectation
a flutist runs a feather through the body, removing traces in before-performance ritual
And I witness
the woman bent over a bass drum,
her foot kicking down on the One,
she’s fiddling with action
on the mechanical contraption,
the pedal where her foot will propel
the band into forward motion –
then she’s done,
focusing now, fixing, adjusting,
first ride cymbals,
and then the hi-hat,
and then the snare drum,
whose wire mesh bottom
echoes in the nearly empty hall like
ball bearings cut loose in a tin can town
a sound man, like snake charmer, wrestling wires and cords, connected into mics
a pair of soundboard technicians, calling the muse with levers, knobs and widgets
And along comes
a man spinning a thin baton
between his fingers –
mesmerizing; wondering,
waiting for something to drop –
but he doesn’t ever stop,
so lost in the papers before him,
the scratched-up music score
spilling over sides of an angled stand,
his lips mouthing stories
of the acts yet to come –
he, too, soon, will be an audience of one –
threading through the tapestry
of each musician, in each moment,
where he becomes Arachne,
stitching a poem to which all here will be bound
audio: https://sodaphonic.com/audio/1T4ThwNBlsP1VLgl7oR4
video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7cXEJUwHLao