Writing about something
Write About Something. Not God.
Not God?
(God is in the air)
Let me tell you about this cute girl... Actually – we don't have That kind of relationship
I have a confession: I think I've always liked The song I used to tell myself I hated most as a child
But I can't quite manage; This is all Not not God.
The terror never leaves me now Or that's what it feels like It numbs, it shrinks, it retreats To the edge of perception But does it leave?
That doesn't stop the joy from seeping through, though Doesn't make the beauty of it all less real Less captivating Less here
And the okayness.... yeah, I don't know about it
My aspirations to faithfulness are ongoing
And so I buy White vinegar and microfibre To wipe mould off my bedroom wall
In the joy and the terror
And so I answer my emails and submit pull requests
In the joy and the terror
And so I feed the cat Do the laundry Walk in the park Sing in church Hug crying friends
In the joy and the terror
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil
There Not not not God Is somewhere in there Maybe.