diary

what a boring night

i made a deli ishio uss pancake (singular) earlier (a massive one) & it really hit the spot. this is useless information but, yeah...

anyway, i returned (or cancelled) the canteen order from Amazon bc it was taking too long to ship & i can think of better things to do w/ the money.

i slept like 12 hours last night so i am in no way/shape/nor form tired & it is already 7:45PM & i have nothing to do. nbd, but i wish things were more active on the Internet.

whatever

i am not sure what i am doing tomorrow for the Super Bowl

i am not terribly concerned about the game, itself. I just don't wanna sit on my ass all weekend. Besides, there will be some good (vegetarian) food served at SOME Super Bowl get-together. Anyway, as for right now i am listening to NOFX & cruising Insta. So many good tattoo accts that are inspiring/influential on what i am going to get tatted in a week or so, but never any copying. Fuck that noise. Still unsure what i am getting but it keeps coming back to getting the black rose on the ditch of the arm, but then again, not 100% sure.

i am v wired, btw. I had some awesome Swiss Miss hot cocoa w/ marshmallows mixed w/ BOLD coffee & now i am onto the second cup of coffee straight after. Feeling good.

Go tthe white T's (w/ pocket) & the fire striker necklace in the mail yesterday & today & it is looking frreshhhh to death. Happy about that.

ASnyway, enough babbling. Be back in a bit!

good day today. indeed.

paid bills. blah, blah

paid rent. blah, blah

paid back the 'rents $200 i owed them. blah, blah

BUT i also got some cool shit that can of-use year round! I got:

• a wool buff (same as the one i gave my dad) -4 pack of white t shirts (w/ pocket) -fire striker necklace (bushcraft style) -military canteen (that i wanted forever!)

So those four things were p cheap & i am glad i ordered all of them. Not even $100, total.

I also had a shitload of caffeine this AM & just had another dose of caffeine just now. I also reached out to the tax place & told them to HOLD the check until i can pick it up. Not to mail it. So that is good.

so that is abt it for now. be back in a bit!

So what now? What comes next?

I ask myself this question a lot, it seems. I really shouldn't bother querying such a questing bc i simply never have an answer for it. I don't know wtf i am going to do w/ my life next & i don't know what i am really doing w/ it now. Which i suppose is a good thing. I just...live. In the present. Always. Happily. To myself. And joyfully.

That is all i can ask for

i always get confused when i write something on my phone & then return to this blog on the desktop & the blog post isn't there. then i realize that the write.as app actually posts anonymously and there is no way to sign-in to the blog to begin with so, lost and gone forever, i guess. unless i feel like fishing around on my Twitter TL.

Anyway, no big plans for the day, but have a shitload of things going on tomorrow.

be back in a bit

(except for the RPi. I use that sometimes, too)

i am going to be wired this afternoon

i am already feeling p energetic from the 1L Diet Pepsi I just had & now i am making a bold af cup of coffee &, yeah. I feel good.

I am still waiting for a call-back from the tax place to ensure that the $$$ i am getting goes TO the tax place so i can go pick it up instead of it being mailed.

I also fooled around a bit w/ 2FA on ProtonMail on the desktop & between having it on the WWW & on the phone, i think i am p secure. This is a v good thing. I also went on a mini-rant abt how having ONE device for absolutely everything i do on the internet is a v good approach to using the internet bc i will always have said device on me & i never have to worry abt losing that device or it getting stolen. Always w/ me. Other people can take this approach too as long as they know they will be sacrificing a tablet or a laptop or whateverthefuck to do everything on a mobile phone but i have been doing this shit for over three years now so it is no problem for me. I quite enjoy it. A lot of people use just their smartphone for anything and everything on the internet & i am now one of those people. :)

Anyway, be back in a bit!

i got a free schedule this week. until wed. then i have therapy. but this week is going to be exceptionally boring, i think. unless i get my tax $$$ back. sorry for the lame update. i suck at blogging these days.

changing it up (back)

i am never going to have access to my old twitter acct again & i am more than OK w/ that. i like that i am starting afresh. BUT, i went back to my old UN ([at]olearytm) bc i simply don't like any other UN. Made everything synchronized across INsta & olearytm.carrd.co, too. Also, VSCO. All is good.

i am also reaching out to people who may be interested in writing some stuff for litebytes bc it is a solid idea & even though the Internet doesn't need another minimalism site, i really have nothing better to do so i am going to go after it a bit.

AND, i am still doing the ambient Black Metal album & i am v much so looking forward to that, but there will have to be some purchases made in order to accomplish my goal. BUt i am most suredly going to make those purchases in due time. :)

anyway, be back in a bit!

i slept in late A.F. today!

i thought i was well-rested at 4AM & said i was going to stay awake the rest of the day but then fell asleep shortly after & slept until 1PM! I didn't expect that.

Anyway, i immediately came in the kitchen & made another mushroom sammy & now i am listening to a Spotify playlist & plan on listening to another one after this. The Velvet Underground is up right now.

having a chill morning this morning.

good times