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Since today is Freud's birthday as I just saw it on my computer, I want to say my most innovative and profitable idea ever, is writing a lot, and sharing it too.

I know several other things about you but I'm not saying it now.

My favorite one is when people “suggest”: “Why don't you bring yourself to people in real life for better pay? Internet people are not good!”.

As if the idea of one going to a marketplace to sell their product/service solely based on their competitive edges of price, value, distribution,..., like how the human race has done since the beginning of time, is too beneath them.

Since I don't have a friend who is a commissioner of a big company or any family connection of any kind, in any field, really. Selling something helpful to a large group of strangers is the most realistic.

“If no one hires you with the rate you deserve, just go make your own book!”

So now, how do I sell the book? Because if I can't find one or two ways to sell my drawing service, selling books is sure gonna be easy!

I don't even want to speculate backgrounds of those people who say that kind of nonsense. There are various. But one thing for sure they are not in pressure of their own financial decisions.

I knew my parents' concern for my abnormal behavior was for good reasons. Which is why I didn't tell them things and preferred to deal with them myself, instead of making a big deal about it. They didn't know half of the stories I was bullied at school. I only told them when it became violent and I needed practical protection. I thought I had different ways of doing things and would need to take care of myself later without them anyway. So I probably should practice it sooner rather than later.

Okay yesterday was the first time I shared my current plan. Because normally I would do everything in secret in case people object to what I do and I wouldn't change my mind anyway and that's annoying.

I'm taking a day off today.

Talking about greed. As you don't know, I have a super dying business with my dad, which, I should have pulled the plug like 5 years ago. But we keep it just so we can hang out more often. Since the tariff, I came up with a new retail idea already. Because as you also don't know, all my great ideas happened in desperate times. Though actually I'm not even that desperate, just bored. I am not allowed to look at iPad screen for more than 8 hours a day for health reasons. I'm quite excited lately like I normally did whenever I had a new idea. I will only be less excited when obstacles come in. Because as you know I don't like to be challenged.

So there was a paper about people studying economics makes them more right-wing. But since I haven't learned how to read research because my education is limited, I can't say if it's correct or not. But I know some social anthropology academic people think it's a gotcha for them that they finally have evidence about people they always deem morally corrupted.

Social workers can virtue signal all day every day and it doesn't matter. They do not get paid for understanding their greed. In fact, it's better for their finance and popularity among their peers that they deny it exists.

But if you are a freelancer, small business or just trying to do business of any kind, not understanding your greed actually makes it easier for someone to take advantage of you. Because you deny it in yourself, you will hate anyone who reminds you that it exists. You will be buddies with people who are exploitative because they are more willing to lie to you. Boderline often cries they are victims of scams. Half of the time it's true, the other half is they bring it to themselves.

People should be worried way more when someone both works in business and is a socialist.

I'm cutting down on coffee starting from today :(

The greatest tragedy is, as a kid, obsessive was gullible enough to believe their parents that having a great career would make them desirable as a boy. So they give up their libido in the pursuit of greatness. Because they thought their parent were talking about a personality trait, but in cultural contexts, it meant being a provider.

As an adult, they are gullible enough to believe feminists that integrity and equality would make them desirable. So they give up humor and spontaneity to be morally self-righteous in the pursuit of being the best version of themselves. But feminists are lying, so it still means being a provider. You just can't talk about it and need to express guilt so feminists can feel carefree.

Now that being career-driven can actually be just a personality trait. And having a good character can actually be admirable. Those are things to sell who you are, not to sell what you can contribute. And when money is out of the picture, primitive needs will balance things out. Which are, look and sex, and having fun. Unfortunately obsessive don't have any of those anymore.