viewI just want to announce that when boys discuss with each other about what makes them attractive to the girls. And they think being powerful and competent is the answer. It might be. Associating yourself with someone who is better than most people at something feels pretty empowered just by doing almost nothing. But it's also narcissism. And while some people can sustain on narcissism alone. Many people would require other things as well for emotional attachment.
viewIn college, I shared a flat with 3 STEM boys. One in computer science, one in chemistry and one in construction. They were all lame and some of them said very stupid things without knowing it was stupid. I also had to tell them to shut up in the middle of the night several times when they were playing games. But I enjoyed living with them. Whenever I lived with girls, they got mad I refused to go to the movies or be friends with them. They would question their entire existence when I said I would rather do homework. But boys left me alone. I threw money at them, “Here's for the bills”, and I didn't have to talk to them for the rest of the month. I think they were scared of me.
viewIn elementary, I also solved math several times in my dreams. The trick is to think about the subjects of the dreams a lot. Then we can be productive all day.
viewI had a new romantic idea since the dream last night.
viewI'm seeing a new pattern of your moods.
viewI knew writing wasn’t a financially viable option since 7th grade. And I felt sad when traditional newspaper was over because I wanted to have my name in there as a contributor, not because I wanted to do it full time ever.
viewThe funny thing about being paranoid is, the louder you scream about love and empathy, the more suspicious you are to mundane actions from random people who want nothing to do with you.