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I'm going to bed early today. Goodnight M.

I'm still not saying it now. It's super important. So I save that for later.

But even if you are the best writer, or the best problem solver, there will be things that you fail to notice, and someone else without much knowledge would point them out.

Which is why, one of your major problems wasn't originally discovered by me. It was documented in my notebook written by my school friends.

Since today is Freud's birthday as I just saw it on my computer, I want to say my most innovative and profitable idea ever, is writing a lot, and sharing it too.

I know several other things about you but I'm not saying it now.

My favorite one is when people “suggest”: “Why don't you bring yourself to people in real life for better pay? Internet people are not good!”.

As if the idea of one going to a marketplace to sell their product/service solely based on their competitive edges of price, value, distribution,..., like how the human race has done since the beginning of time, is too beneath them.

Since I don't have a friend who is a commissioner of a big company or any family connection of any kind, in any field, really. Selling something helpful to a large group of strangers is the most realistic.

“If no one hires you with the rate you deserve, just go make your own book!”

So now, how do I sell the book? Because if I can't find one or two ways to sell my drawing service, selling books is sure gonna be easy!

I don't even want to speculate backgrounds of those people who say that kind of nonsense. There are various. But one thing for sure they are not in pressure of their own financial decisions.

I knew my parents' concern for my abnormal behavior was for good reasons. Which is why I didn't tell them things and preferred to deal with them myself, instead of making a big deal about it. They didn't know half of the stories I was bullied at school. I only told them when it became violent and I needed practical protection. I thought I had different ways of doing things and would need to take care of myself later without them anyway. So I probably should practice it sooner rather than later.

Okay yesterday was the first time I shared my current plan. Because normally I would do everything in secret in case people object to what I do and I wouldn't change my mind anyway and that's annoying.

I'm taking a day off today.

Talking about greed. As you don't know, I have a super dying business with my dad, which, I should have pulled the plug like 5 years ago. But we keep it just so we can hang out more often. Since the tariff, I came up with a new retail idea already. Because as you also don't know, all my great ideas happened in desperate times. Though actually I'm not even that desperate, just bored. I am not allowed to look at iPad screen for more than 8 hours a day for health reasons. I'm quite excited lately like I normally did whenever I had a new idea. I will only be less excited when obstacles come in. Because as you know I don't like to be challenged.