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Yesterday before bed, I read conversations between obsessive to understand how their fascinating minds work. At night, I had a violent nightmare about going back to school, can't pass the exams, then have to live in shame and mockery.
Yesterday before bed, I read conversations between obsessive to understand how their fascinating minds work. At night, I had a violent nightmare about going back to school, can't pass the exams, then have to live in shame and mockery.
Well I have a lot of ideas lately but I'm not gonna drop them accidentally anymore. Because I will be extra careful for as long as I can hold it. See you again tomorrow.
Not that I'm allowed to eat ice cream regularly. But I feel better knowing I have multiple options.
I found another ice cream stand.
Oh see you later tutor.
Feel like nowadays, every worst person is accompanied by a group of people who should get bad grades in literature. So when they say nonsensical things, people get angry or annoyed, those minions accuse people of being jealous, just because they can't decipher contexts. I mean, they were very proud of “Greta and the giants”. So talk about illiteracy.
Back to the topic of the worst people. Why the sheer idea of someone 24 more years of experience looking for a job to get paid gets you an existential crisis “Who was I to question the man bla bla...”? Well, it doesn't. That's what people say when they pretend not to feel grandiosity over someone older but less accomplished than them.
So can they just shut up to hide their grandiosity or is it necessary that they have to write bad essays for everyone to see?
Well they kind of have to. Might not be necessary in the form of writing, but can be experienced with other medium. Since they are allergic to the ordinary.
Imagine when you fail an exam, instead of feeling sad, you think “Textbook is for the sheeps, I only want to learn from real life.” When you like someone and they don't like you back, instead of feeling sad, you think, “Only people who doesn't have value would be desperate for love.”
All the “wisdom” is to escape difficult feelings. That's why they always have a lot to say.
I definitely did not choose to be a girl. Not a boy either. Just try to make do with what I have.
I should get compensated just for existing 5 days a month.
Disordered people often seek help either right after adolescence when the real world does not meet their expectations. Or after middle age when external resources are not sustainable enough to cure the internal problems. So when people tell boys like this one to be more humble, they can learn the LOOK of it. That will keep them warm for like few more years. The self-help and the pseudo-wisdom don't come as unnecessary and lame aesthetic accessories. They are needed for their rationalization. It's the essential. The fact that the culture constantly punishes normal people who say unusual facts as arrogant means I have zero empathy for them when they get fooled by actual disorderly narcissism.
Hello tutor.