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It wasn't that much, just 13,83 kg of books.
It wasn't that much, just 13,83 kg of books.
Yesterday I was preparing to have a box of books delivering to me. Most books are paperback so this is my first hard cover. I don't often buy books because I don't want to carry physical books around anymore. Shipping some of them to my parents the last time to move to a different city was a blast because it was 1/3 my weight. But this time it's a gift.
I didn't do a lot of work today either. STEM boy, see you tomorrow.
See you later. Hihi.
Made a mistake earlier today. Avoidant is not forgetting the thing, that's suppression. Avoidant is not to display emotion. For example, in some cultures, boys are told to be stoic (boring). Or in some families, parents might even children emotional distress. Or in my case, school was full of vultures. Avoidant is more popular in boys than girls.
Some people mistake “whiteness” as indication of liberal. And it's not. That person is anti-war. They anti-war to deny their own aggression. They make up a large percentage of anti-war people. They advocate for diplomacy. But you can't trust their “diplomacy”. Because borderline function on projective identification. Meaning they provoke someone name A, A responds aggressively, then they act like a hurt child who does nothing wrong AND they fully believe that too, and A now believes A is, in fact, an aggressor. You would think the last part doesn't seem likely. But it happens a lot, even with people with training in psychoanalysis.
Why? Because if you are not a splitter, you have to learn to recognize your aggression. And here you are, doing that, acting aggressively to someone who seems to act calm and peaceful. To know that you are, in fact, not an aggressor, you have to be sure the person provokes you on purpose. Which you don't always know.
Why does it have to be a defense, and not just simply misunderstanding? The moment they provoke you is the moment they hate seeing themselves with aggression. If you want to find a mastermind coherent plan, there is none. It's a defense, because it's the most convenient to the person. As opposed to something like avoidant – forget about the thing and move on, narcissistic – feeling superior for having special attributes...
I talked about being able to maintain relationships is a proof, not a privilege. Obviously not everyone is lucky to find people with the same hobbies and intellect, hehe. But you can't possibly have ANY KIND of relationship that is not exploitative with someone who ALWAYS projects aggression to you. If you can, that's because you have a better deal despite their exploitation.
Probably need to do more work to make up for the days I did more naps.
If you read someone's post that is totally uplifting and virtuous and you somehow find yourself extremely angry. Yes, it's a borderline post. And yes, I know this particular person for a while, I know their MO, and just exactly what kind of people who follow that thinking. Probably gonna post the mechanism behind it tonight if I don't fall asleep suddenly again.
Have you seen what they have been arguing since yesterday? I already told you they talk about human souls...
The AI debate is insufferable because it attracts the worst types of people from both fields. Normally normal people just don’t talk like that.