thaison

Wait, sometimes the coffee shop is on the right. Depending on your angle and the sun direction.

And then, to the left near the hospital, there is a shop selling coffee grinds.

And then, I'm curious about the Thai crepes but never had one, because I have to save stomach for dinner.

And then, there are at least 3 ice cream shops nearby.

Well I'm just saying Moonmilk sells pizza ingredients.

No, I hated Freudians and collected grievances for a few years now. But normally you don't cut people off after the first mishap. Now it's explosive.

At home, we watched the news daily, early morning and in the evening at dinner. During summers, we watched documentaries. I often left when it was about wildlife in Africa. The yellow color made me feel tired. My mom cared very little about geopolitics, only filled with glee when medical scandals came up. Consuming information is a part of daily activities. But rarely did we have much for commentary. I used to feel bad that I did not come up with many positions and arguments like people on social media. They seem to have a lot to say. And I don't. But lately I think, many times, giving answers too quickly for something you don't understand serves the purpose of not trying to understand it.

Just like you are not actually humble by pretend to admire people with credentials without questioning then acting hawking in secret. You are the thing when you are exposed to enough people with different abilities and have to adapt. You are not depressive (and therefore purposely being seen as closer to reality) by screaming everytime things slightly move away from the status quo conveniently lined up with your ideology and benefits. You are the thing when you exposed to enough contradiction from different sources.

And just like the act pretending to be humble hinders the true potential to be humble. The act of being a fake centrist hinders the possibility of reaching the depressive position.

Hey tutor I'm having fruits in a bucket with yogurt.

Why do I care if you look like depressive but you are not depressive?

Because when you mask your splitting with your centrism, you mistake the landmark of neutrality. Since true neutrality doesn't exist, you pick the location that's most convenient for you and call it neutrality. Convenient how, I don't know. Socially convenient that makes you the most popular among your peers. Intellectually convenient that doesn't require you to search for the conflict evidence.

Someone with rather extreme opinions might be more depressive and less splitting. “How? That doesn't sound like what I learned at school!” Depressive is not a fixed position. It's about as much uncertainty one can bear. The more uncertainty that person is capable of, the more they are open to new evidence and ideas and to change their positions. Your fake centrism is as rigid as splitting. And while it's less offensive than splitting, I don't think it's very reliable, and even misleading.

Not that one way to live is better than the other. Depending on what kind of relationship I want to achieve. Well, if I want a social media consultant, I'll go with the fake centrist. If I want to be heard, I'll go with the real depressive.