thaison

Today is done. See you tomorrow.

Oh it was my dad who made all my leather backpacks.

It's not my fault that I still look good anyway.

No I buy cheap clothes from local stores now.

I know some of you get all salty capitalists get a huge cut for doing nothing. But taking risks is a job itself. People do many things when they need more than what they have to generate what they promise. When you take that kind of risk, you don't just take a financial risk, you also take a relationship risk. You take the risk of becoming someone else. There are certain types of people that are perfect for that lifestyle. But my relationships are already all expensive, I don't think I can take much risk elsewhere.

They just banned private tutoring here because the kids get too competitive it’s not even good for them. Back then I was the only one who didn’t study outside of school out of my stinginess, also applied to only one college out of my arrogance. Also because I had no respect for authority. But I don’t think I have to pay for my private lessons now so that’s probably still legal.

I guess home is indeed superior because it doesn't disagree with you.

The irony of forced intimacy is when “But it's their home” is supposed to be virtuous, but if you told them “But it's your family” november last year they would jump out of the chair.

The equivalence of “doctors don't let their kids consume too much medicine” in economics is “my budget to invest in any great idea is 50 bucks”.

So one of the hallmarks of narcissism is grandiose fantasy that doesn't correspond to reality.

You might think “Wait, don't those people have a lot of shame to carry already? Why push themselves even further to the edge?”

But the problem with realistic plans is you have to deal with realistic expectations of yourself. But bad plans can always be the fault of the abstracts, the banking system, the military industry, the capitalism, the human nature.

The goal is not to make the fantasy become reality. The goal is to escape reality.