I actually had people make fun of my wOrkStaTion. Still do my things like a third grader doing their homework. I even throw out trash and use cleaning spray regularly. While their vision of being artistic included hanging a bunch of unnecessary clutters.
That was the same person who cried they were a victim of gender stereotypes.
Half of the debates in activism are about if it's a disability or not, and what are the best words to use. Because normal people with emotional processing ability don't care that much. Leave out moralizers, who, when have to face any choice in life, have only two options, that are either look up or look down. And if they don't have an official handout about how they should feel about things, that's when their lives start to crumble.
I blame it on the delicious lunch that I made.
There is always a feeling of despair after you take a nap longer than expected.
I'll see you again tomorrow.
Okay I have new stuff to read in the next few days, thanks to you. Let's see what I can come up with because my completely fictional stories are getting repetitive.
A man came to several psychiatric hospitals to treat his depression and anxiety. He couldn't sleep for days and was in constant worry.
His situation was that his son disowned him. He has been very helpful to his relatives. If they needed help catering for the holidays or doing home renovations, he would be the first one to appear. But one of the relatives couldn't see eye to eye with him. This person is known to be very opportunistic and exploitative so everyone else hates this person too. But he hated this person more than anybody else and couldn't stand in the same room with this person. Which caused many uneasy situations around other family members.
He was then prescribed with meds to cure his symptoms of insomnia and depression.
But there is no such thing as disorder of depression without disorder of personality traits. You would then ask which personality trait that causes him disorderly?
You see, what he didn't mention was that he took money of many people, didn't pay it back, then moved to another city and opened a new business there. He has also been abusive toward his wife and kids and forced them to do things his way.
But how can he be selfish if he always helps his relatives? How can he, himself, be exploitative, if he stands up to an evil person who exploits others?
He wanted to find cures for his immediate symptoms. But does he want to treat the root of it, which lies in the way of his functioning in the world?
If you want to find narcissistically disordered people who present as arrogant asshats, they rarely exist, if at all. They present as depressed.
Big mistake watching a scary documentary about vile people depicted in dark lighting and animation. Now I'm too scared to go to sleep.
Talked too much the other day and now I'm out of material.
See you again tomorrow.