People don't value what they have 'til it's gone, make promises to be better when you threaten to set free from their treatment you're unworthy of. They don't see that in that precipice, in that moment they are losing you. And it will take so much to bring you back.
It's why I'm disconnecting from people, from everything. I had always been present, probably overlooked because I was always there. But today I turn off my phone and be good to myself, be kind to nobody else but me... for now.
When I'm gone for a while, would they realize what I meant? Would they realize how I impact them? Have I really given too much to the point that my feelings are easy to ignore?
It won't matter, because today I choose to be kind to myself.